memory! What memory?

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Oh Boy! this is so bad!!!!

Today my daughter was going to come by for her lunch break. I knew it and

even knew what I was going to serve to her......

ah huh....well she came but I was NOT at home.

This is not the first time I have done this to her. I always look forward

to spending any time with her as, she is so busy with her job and her

family.

I treasure any free time she has for me!! and...yet I forget about it!!!!

She is such a sweetie..she went to a fast food place and back to work and

then called me to make sure everything was okay with me. She was not at all

upset but I sure was!!

As I told my neurologist ....It feels as though I am screaming at myself

" BE SURE TO REMEMBER THIS.

Does anyone else do this??

Its so strange......and sometimes I do hold the thought long enough to get

it into my long term memory but if I don't really work at it or if I am not

reminded quite often or if I don't write it down....it is GONE..

Sheesh! I can even be in the middle of a sentence and draw a blank.... and

wonder just where I was going with those words.

I would be crying today about this one if it wasn't for the ton of

anti-depressants I take :-}

hugs,

Judy Marie