Balance & Memory

[Guest guest]

I need to ask!!  Do things start to get really overwhelming??

Last night I was having real trouble with balance.  Even kneeling to wash the

dog, I tipped and ripped the shower curtain off.  Today, I can't even begin to

tell you how confused I was.  It started with me getting up at 9:00am, coming to

have a bowl of cereal because that helps me sleep.  My phone rang  and I picked

it up, thinking - why would Wayne (client) call me in the evening on a Sunday. 

I did remark to him that it sure was light outside.  So, off I go to bed.  Slept

another 3 hrs and then, boy was I ever confused.  I knew something was wrong;

because, I don't live in the Arctic and I'm sure the northern lights don't make

it so light outside.  It took me at least 1/2 hr before I could twig onto the

truth. 

For the rest of the day, I was always on the verge of crying and I knew I had

taken my anti-depressant.  I only went out because my printer didn't have ink

and I had some printing to do.  Part of me feels a little scared and the other

part says no - I will be independent right up until " I " decide.  You see, I live

in my 39' Fifth Wheel out here in a place of security and serenity.  But, some

of the family thinks I need to get closer to town.  You know - it takes me 15

mins to get to either 2 towns.  Geez, in the city you would pray you could get

somewhere in an hour.