feel like I have been hit by a truck

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Bad day today at work. Then I find out that I am working 6 days in a

row in a couple of weeks again. Am going to see if Dr. wants me to

reduce my work hours. I work in the meat dept in Walmart and we lift

heavy boxes there. I am hoping that I can cut down a little bit. It

would take the edge off somewhat if I could. Is it normal to just

wish I could stay home and curl up and sleep so I didn't have to deal

with hurting so bad? My boss wanted me to stay over a few hours but I

just couldn't. I felt bad for refusing but knew I would have trouble

tomarrow morning if I did. And I have to work tomarrow as well as

Sunday too which will make 6 days in a row. I am trying to get a job

in Loss Prevention so Idon't have to lift so much anymore.

Dr. called to confirm my appointment for Monday. What if she doesn't

believe me about the pain? What do I do? I am afraid of that as well

as not being given meds and just basically being brushed off. I'm

sick of this pain. I can't live like this anymore and this dr. is my

last hope.

Sorry to whine and complain. I am not like this. I am just hurting so

badly that I feel like the world is caving in on me. Thanks for

listening.