Re: TAWNY/CINDI AND MS

[Guest guest]

Cindi, I am so glad that you got your disability, that is a relief.

I think were all going through so much pain right now, it's hard to

cope with, I'm glad that we have each other.

I just want to say Cindi, you shouldn't feel guilty of your illness,

it's not your fault. I do know what you mean about finding yourself,

I feel the same way. I feel so different, like someone invaded my

body, bodysnatchers. Try not to be be so down on your self, and feel

ashamed of your limitations, I know it's tough. I am so glad that we

have each other, it's a blessing. If you would like to email me

privately, I would enjoy hearing from you, we all need someone to

help us through hard times, hugs Tawny

> HI TAWNY,

> THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANSWERING MY POST. IT WAS SO VERY SWEET OF

> YOU. I HAVE BEEN FEELING OKAY AT LEVEL 7 FOR WEEK WITH BAD

> NEUROPATHIC PAIN IN MY FEET, AND A LOT, I MEAN A LOT OF BRAIN FOG.

> I AM STILL GLAD FOR WHAT I CAN DO AND I DID FINALLY GET MY

> DISABILITY WITHOUT ENDING UP IN A HEARING. I JUST HAVE TO FIND OUT

> WHO I AM KNOW, I HAVE MIXED FEELINGS AND SOME GUILT, LOTS OF GUILT,

> SOME SHAME AND EMBARRASSAMENT IN PUBLIC BUT I FEEL VALIDATED BY THE

> SSI APPROVAL. NOW I JUST HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHO I AM AND WHAT I

CAN

> DO TO CONTRIBUTE TO MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS. I AM SO LIMITED AND

> CAN BARELY WALK AT ALL. I AM VERY HAPPY TO BE IN THIS GROUP, IT

HAS

> BEEN A VIRTUAL LIFE SAVER ! YOU ALL UNDERSTAND AND ARE GOING

> THROUGHT THE SAME THINGS I AM. MY FAMILY IS VERY BUSY AND USUALLY

> THE JUST TELL ME TO GO LAY DOWN IN MY ROOM. OR MORE LIKE MY LITTLE

> PRISON CELL.... SO THANK YOU AGAIN FOR TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE

AND

> SEE HOW I AM DOING, TAWNY - YOU JUST MADE MY WHOLE DAY WITH YOUR

> KINDNESS.