GINA AND EVERYONE

[Guest guest]

DEAR GINA,

THANK YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE FOR ALL YOUR CONCERN. I AM DOING MUC,

MUCH BETTER. I WAS REALLY GOING DOWN FAST, REAL FAST. I THINK IT

HAS BEEN A COMBINATION OF A REALLY STRESSFUL AND BUSY MONTH WITH MY

FAMILY, 2 OF THEM GRADUATING, ALOT OF TRAVELING FOR THAT, MY SON GOT

MARRIED THE WEEK AFTER, AND I QUIT SMOKING THIS WEEK TOO. I AM ON

THE HABITROL PATCH. I HAVE NOT AT ALL ACCEPTED MY RA OR FM AND HOW

FAST IT CAN ON AND LEFT ME SO DIBILITATED AND IMMOBILE. ONE DAY I

AM DRIVING ENORMOUS TRACTORS DOING 12 HOUR A DAY FIELD WORK FOR MY

HUSBAND AND WITHIN 6 MONTHS I CAN'T EVEN GET A FOOT ON THE 4 STEPS

TO GET UP INTO IT. I CAN'T DRIVE ANYMORE EITHER. I HAVE TO CHECKED

ON EVERY 2 HOURS AND I NEED SOMEONE WITH ME TO TAKE A SHOWER. I

CAN'T EVEN JUST GET IN THE CAR A GO TO THE LIBRARY.

FRUSTRATION HIT ME AND I GUESS I HAD TO LET IT OUT. CAROLE SAID IT

BEST - CONCENTRATE ON WHAT YOU CAN DO AND NOT ON WHAT YOU USED TO DO.

THAT IS MY NEW MANTRA.

YES, I HAVE BEEN ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS FOR 5 YEARS. AND I ALWAYS TAKE

THEM.

BUT, MY SINCEREST THANK YOU IN YOUR CONCERN, I FEEL SAFE COMING HERE

TO THIS GROUP. NONE OF YOU PERSONALLY KNOW ME - BUT YOU ALL TRULY

CARE. WHAT A WONDER, IN THESE TIMES THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE LIKE ALL

OF YOU , THAT WOULD CARE ABOUT A COMPLETE STRANGER. I THANK YOU ALL

AGAIN.

CINDI