Moving

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You guys are great! Thank you for all your kind words which meant so much to

me. My memories will be with me, I know. It is my husbands illness and the

scary future that has me so scared. It is a feeling I cannot share with him.

I am on another list, a colon cancer list because of him. It is great because

I learn so much about latest treatments and just like this list, no one

understands what you are going through except someone else going through it.

Every

once in a while, someone lists a post, " another angel' when someone else has

lost their husband or wife. That part tears my heart out but the sharing of

emotions and understanding makes it all worth it.

They also have a buddy list and you are assigned someone in your same

situation to email one on one. I live in Illinois and my buddy lives in

California.

We are so good for each other while waiting for our husbands catscan results or

blood tests for tumor markers. Once in a while, one of us has a meltdown and

have each other to cry to over this horrible way to live.

Now, I have you guys for my physical pain and I have learned so much. I am

sorry all of you are in pain but happy that we are all here to share. Thank you

for sharing with me and I hope everyone has a comfortable day. Judy