Guest guest Posted August 20, 2004 Report Share Posted August 20, 2004 NO WAY! I have been thinking and thinking. I was suicidal from the pain level before. I screamed for hours on end. I could not do ANYTHING, not even go potty - nope, I am beginning to remember. A regular bedtime? Yeah, I do go to bed, like 9 PM, wake about 1 AM, tho, then asleep again at 3 or so, awake again about 5-6 - back to sleep 8 or so, till noon..... My poor dumb body is not quite sure just what it's doing, but part of that is my bipolar disorder. Yeah, it is a huge adjustment for me to HAVE to sleep - since all my entire life I never needed more than 3 hours sleep ever. Now I sleep maybe 12-18 hours. BUT- I will find a way to accept that.....cuz darn, that pain I had was just way beyond acceptable. Yeah hubby and the kids have been reminding me.and it is all coming back. NO WAY. YIKES. I CANNOT go thru THAT aagain. I am keeping the mtx. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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