and a/ Cindi's MTX Holiday

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HI GINA AND PAULA,

I KNOW THAT BOTH OF YOU ARE RIGHT. I JUST GOT THIS IDEA IN MY HEAD

OVER THE WEEKEND. ESPECIALLY, FROM SOME OF THE OTHER POSTS. I KNOW

THAT MY FAMILY IS VERY UN-EDUCATED ABOUT MY 3 DISEASES. THEY TRY TO

TAKE CARE OF ME - BUT TO ASK THEM TO READ A HAND-OUT OR GET IN THE

INTERNET AND READ SOMETHING IS ASKING FOR THE WORLD IT SEEMS. THIS

HAS BEEN SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER TALKED ABOUT AND HURT ME VERY MUCH.

IF IT WERE MY HUSBAND OR ONE OF MY CHILDREN, I WOULD NOT STOP

LEARNING UNTIL I EXHAUSTED EVERY RESOURCE.

THEY LOVE THE IDEA OF ME NOT TAKING ANY MEDS, OR AS THEY WOULD SAY,

DRUGS.

BUT YOU ARE RIGHT, AND THE IDEA OF LIVING IN ANY MORE PAIN THAN THE

24 HOUR A DAY PAIN I AM IN IS INCONCIEVABLE, ESPECIALLY IF I HAVE

CAUSED IT TO HAPPEN TO MYSELF.

I WILL GET WITH THE PROGRAM - ROUGH THOUGH IT MAY BE AND TALK WITH

MY DOCTOR ON MY NEXT VISIT. I EXPECT NO SYMPATHY FROM HIM, HE DOES

NOT MINCE WORDS OR LISTEN TO ANY WHINING. JUST TELLS IT LIKE IT IS

AND OUT I GO....

THANKS CINDI