Re: JUDITH ANN /CINDI AND MEDS

August 24, 2004

Cindi,

We all need a little help at times. This is your turn. You need to start a new

day tomorrow. God will protect Becky. Focus on you getting back on track. You

need to try to keep these pills in order. Remember, tomorrow is a new day. And

I am here to help, always.

Judith Ann

CINDI <heinscsf@...> wrote:

DEAR JUDITH ANN,

OUR SUPPORT THROUGH THIS ORDEAL HAS BEEN APPRCEIATED BEYOND WORDS,

BUT I HAVE GOTTEN MY MEDS CONFUSED, I HAVE NOT EATEN OR SLEPT IN 3

DAYS TRYING TO HELP MY DAUGHTER. I DO NOT WANT TO TAKE A MED OVER

AGAIN THAT I MAY HAVE ALREADY TAKEN. I KNOW BY MY PAIN LEVEL WE

HAVE A FRONT COMING IN, I AM NOT HUNGRY AND I AM NOT TIRED, JUST IN

A LOT OF PAIN, SO I WILL NOT TAKE ANY OF MY MEDS ESPECIALLY MY

NEUROPATHIC NERVE PAIN MEDS UNTIL TOMORROW, MY FEET AND ANKLES LOOK

LIKE BALLOONS ! I AM SO OFF MY SCHEDULE, BECAUSE I CAN GET BLOOD

CLOTS I CAN NOT FLY OUT AND GET MY DAUGHTER...... THIS IS KILLING ME!

I NEED TO GET TO HER, I HAVE BEEN HAVING IRREGULAR HEARTBEATS AND

TERRIBLE CHEST PAINS. JOHN ASKED TO TAKE ME TO THE ER THIS MORNING

AND I TOLD HIM I COULD TAKE IT. I THINK I WILL BE OKAY - I CAN NOT

THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE, I HAVE NEVER BEEN

THROUGH ANYTHING SO TRAUMATIC AND FRIGHTENING IN MY WHOLE LIFE. YOU

HAVE BEEN WITH ME EVERY STEP OFF THE WAY, YOU HAVE NEVER LET ME

DOWN AND NEVER LEFT ME ALONE. I CAN NEVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH I

YOU HAVE HELPED ME GET THROUGH ALL OF THESE LAST 3 DAYS. I WILL NOT

TAKE ANY MEDS, IN CASE I HAVE TAKEN SOMETHING IN AN UPSETTING

MOMENT AND FOTGOT. IN THE MORNING I WILL TRY AND GET BACK ON

SCEDULE WITH MY MEDS.

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING HERE FOR ME AND UNDERSTANDING WHAT HAS

BEEN HAPPENING IN MY LIFE. I OWE YOU SO MUCH.

CINDI

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