Looking down 'there'/ splitting of skin/steroids

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Hi all.

regarding 'looking' down there, you betcha, in fact when I first told my

doctor about the razor like splits or cuts, he couldn't see them,

thought I was crazy!

but... I'd taken a strong magnifying glass and a flashlight and lamp,

and sat on the floor (YOY, what a picture that made with me looking in

that position, haha...) (I laugh now, not then)

And it looked just like fine paper cut splits, and if spread apart, it

was a bright pink deep within. And even a little bleeding if I dabbed

it with a tissue.. I KNEW they were there.

well, when the doc pulled over this big magnifying glass on a stand,

only then could he see them. I think he thought I was lying, or after

seeing it, I wondered if he thought I was into self-mutilation. YIKES...

That's how I could see the change so drastically when they started

fusing. AND. YES.... I was on an extreme amt. of steroids at the

time.... DUMB,DUMB,DUMB......*sigh*... Dee~