Guest guest Posted August 27, 2004 Report Share Posted August 27, 2004 I have been feeling so lousy it has been hard to put a smile on my face. It has been a terrible last 2 years and the going just seems to get tougher. I don't know sometimes how I get up in the morning and carry on. 2 years ago it was Jay's Mom - she passed away from colon cancer...then it was my Mom - bless her heart she is still alive thanks to a pace maker but she has congenitive heart trouble and doesn't seem to be getting any better. Now it is my Dad, he has brain cancer. I already miss talking to him but he is still here...I can't call him because i start crying on the phone and that is no good. I hurt so bad emotionally and physically. I know that stress makes my condition worse and that none of this is helping me but what do I do. Tell them not to get sick...it doesn't work. I feel so alone at times. How do I complain or ask for help when they are so much worse then I am. No I can't do half what I could do just a year ago. But it seems so trivial to me. It hurts but what is pain to death or impending death. I want you all to know you mean so much to me and I thank you so much for being here for me. I thank you so much for all your prayers. God bless, Althea Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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