Guest guest Posted September 7, 2008 Report Share Posted September 7, 2008 something bothers me and i dont know what it is .. it is the same feeling i had all my life where thoughts came to tell the story of why i feel this way.. thoughts like " i need a girlfriend " " im lonely " " i need more.. " but now after iv done the work so much on this.. the feeling still comes, but i left with no story as to why that is? i kinda have a girlfriend at the moment..and yet the thought came " i need a girl " .. and a second later i thought " waita minute, i have one " so what it is?! i dont know.. a shitty feeling.. low energy, a bit of dizziness, sadness, heavy breathing, not knowing what to do now, a sadden bordom. help me figure this out.. what does it want? thanks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 7, 2008 Report Share Posted September 7, 2008 facy, maybe the feeling just wants to exist as it is and not be figured out. in my experience, when i get out of the way and allow feelings to be what they are, one of two things happens (and sometimes both): - they change, it's like they've been heard and can move on - they bring something for me to look at it - for example, sadness taking over, then images of losing someone or something like that coming through. also, if you want, you could inquire into " This is a shitty feeling " - maybe it is just what it is. do you try and figure out happy feelings? jon Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 9, 2008 Report Share Posted September 9, 2008 It all comes down to 2 things: Ask yourself: 1. What do I have that I am afraid to loose? Or 2. What is missing in my life. what do I need to be happy If you don't have any answer maybe the feeling is just is and you don't need to analyze it T > something bothers me and I don't know what it is .. it is the same > feeling i had all my life where thoughts came to tell the story of why > i feel this way.. > thoughts like > " i need a girlfriend " > " im lonely " > " i need more.. " > > but now after iv done the work so much on this.. the feeling still > comes, but i left with no story as to why that is? > i kinda have a girlfriend at the moment..and yet the thought came " i > need a girl " .. and a second later i thought " waita minute, i have one " > so what it is?! > i dont know.. a shitty feeling.. low energy, a bit of dizziness, > sadness, heavy breathing, not knowing what to do now, a sadden bordom. > help me figure this out.. what does it want? > thanks. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 9, 2008 Report Share Posted September 9, 2008 could be an engram.. you could read dianetics.. or see the film at a scientology center.. on dianetics i dont get it either.. rh > > something bothers me and i dont know what it is .. it is the same > feeling i had all my life where thoughts came to tell the story of why > i feel this way.. > thoughts like > " i need a girlfriend " > " im lonely " > " i need more.. " > > but now after iv done the work so much on this.. the feeling still > comes, but i left with no story as to why that is? > i kinda have a girlfriend at the moment..and yet the thought came " i > need a girl " .. and a second later i thought " waita minute, i have one " > so what it is?! > i dont know.. a shitty feeling.. low energy, a bit of dizziness, > sadness, heavy breathing, not knowing what to do now, a sadden bordom. > help me figure this out.. what does it want? > thanks. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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