Guest guest Posted December 20, 2006 Report Share Posted December 20, 2006 my name is mary beth,forgive my spelling i have a hard time do to my cp/ my mom is a bpd.I have nc with her she was very mean to me.she comtroled the whole family ,she beat me and then she would sayu i abused her.she would fake heart problems and say it was my falt.one time she hit me and i fall on the fall ,and she said i did it to her and I ABUSED HER ,she said she would put me in a home if i told what she did to me,i know the crazyness of a bpd mom. how do you get over the abuse of a bpd. she also lied on the pastor who reported her to the police,she told them he raped me.he did not we never had sex or wanted to ,she hurt alot of people.anyone who loved me she got .out of her way ,the people from the state got me out after 21 years of abuse i live in a in safe place now where i came and go as i want no longer beat or raped by my mom and dad,and still sometime i wonder why did she not love me ,why did she want me to be alone marybeth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2006 Report Share Posted December 21, 2006 Beth, Hi. Keep reading these current posts and archive posts if you can, also. There are many other people who experienced what you have. You're not alone. One Non-BP Recovering Man --- recoverybear wrote: > my name is mary beth,forgive my spelling i have a > hard time do to my cp/ > my mom is a bpd.I have nc with her she was very > mean to me.she comtroled > the whole family ,she beat me and then she would > sayu i abused her.she > would fake heart problems and say it was my falt.one > time she hit > me and i fall on the fall ,and she said i did it to > her and I ABUSED HER > ,she said she would put > me in a home if i told what she did to me,i know the > crazyness of a bpd > mom. > how do you get over the abuse of a bpd. she also > lied on the pastor who > reported her to the police,she told them he raped > me.he did not we never > had sex or wanted to ,she hurt alot of people.anyone > who loved me she > got .out of her way ,the people from the state got > me out after 21 years > of abuse i live in a in safe place now where i came > and go as i want > no longer beat or raped by my mom and dad,and still > sometime i wonder > why did she not love me ,why did she want me to be > alone > marybeth > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 Oh, Dear beth, I'm so sorry that you lived through that horrible childhood. You definitely deserved better and it was most certainly not your fault. I think that getting better means getting into therapy with a therapist that is qualified in treating children of BPD parent(s), journaling, having as little or no contact as possible with the parents (my own opinion), reading books about borderline personality disorder, etc. This group is a very safe place to offer support for you to discuss your feelings and thoughts and vent. IMO, the reason that your parent's didn't love you is because they are incapible of loving anything or anyone. It is their defect and it unfortunately has effects on you as you were raised in a loveless environment; the very people that should have cherished you abused you. Glad you are here. All my best and Merry Christmas, beth. Greg. hi there my name is mary beth,forgive my spelling i have a hard time do to my cp/ my mom is a bpd.I have nc with her she was very mean to me.she comtroled the whole family ,she beat me and then she would sayu i abused her.she would fake heart problems and say it was my falt.one time she hit me and i fall on the fall ,and she said i did it to her and I ABUSED HER ,she said she would put me in a home if i told what she did to me,i know the crazyness of a bpd mom. how do you get over the abuse of a bpd. she also lied on the pastor who reported her to the police,she told them he raped me.he did not we never had sex or wanted to ,she hurt alot of people.anyone who loved me she got .out of her way ,the people from the state got me out after 21 years of abuse i live in a in safe place now where i came and go as i want no longer beat or raped by my mom and dad,and still sometime i wonder why did she not love me ,why did she want me to be alone marybeth __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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