figuring myself out

[Guest guest]

i realized today my latest crisis occurred when a girl i spoke to on

messenger a couple of days ago, has told me she slept with some guy.

it has triggered something in me, something that has been triggered

many times before by the same circumstances.

a girl i kinda have something with, or planing on, informing me of her

having sex, and then i freak out.

as i'v heard this i felt a terrible pressure to meet her and fuck her.

suddenly after she said this, i thought it's possible to meet her and

have sex with her.

i dont know what im thinking! i dont know whats going on inside my head.

but i became so stressed and tensed with her, i thought about her all

the time, i really looked forward to this date, managed everything,

and when she cancelled it really broke me.

i didn't know what to do with myself, i hated her, iv desperately

needed an approval.. i felt im going crazy.

since then i can't talk to her, i tried.. but it went all negative and

emotional, with a person i dont even know, totally out of proportion.

needless to say she doesn't look as interested as she looked before i

went nuts.

so... any thoughts i should investigate?

[Guest guest]

i would be worried about aides or STD.

or pregnancy.

Im sure jon can come up with thoughts to question..

In your business i would say

Your actually better off without so many sex partners.

And to be frank if there were no diseases to worry

about I would worry that you would be

very possessive.

rh

-- In Loving-what-is , " facy102 " wrote:

>

> i realized today my latest crisis occurred when a girl i spoke to on

> messenger a couple of days ago, has told me she slept with some guy.

> it has triggered something in me, something that has been triggered

> many times before by the same circumstances.

>

> a girl i kinda have something with, or planing on, informing me of her

> having sex, and then i freak out.

>

> as i'v heard this i felt a terrible pressure to meet her and fuck her.

> suddenly after she said this, i thought it's possible to meet her and

> have sex with her.

> i dont know what im thinking! i dont know whats going on inside my head.

> but i became so stressed and tensed with her, i thought about her all

> the time, i really looked forward to this date, managed everything,

> and when she cancelled it really broke me.

> i didn't know what to do with myself, i hated her, iv desperately

> needed an approval.. i felt im going crazy.

> since then i can't talk to her, i tried.. but it went all negative and

> emotional, with a person i dont even know, totally out of proportion.

> needless to say she doesn't look as interested as she looked before i

> went nuts.

>

> so... any thoughts i should investigate?

>