Re: Re: stuff that bothers me

December 26, 2008

I should have remembered about you being a musician.

Vivian

stuff that bothers me

>

> everyone always say how the best places to meet people are in social

> circles.

> and everyone also seem to agree that the need for company is natural

> thing.

> i dont know much about anything, but i do know that im lonely, and

> every small encounter with people feels so good, that when its gone i

> suddenly know whats missing in my life.

> in my line of work i work alone at home, maintaining my old

> relationships for the lack of new ones.

> and it seems that other people my age do find happiness in social

> circles and make friends, human connection, and romantic partners.

> if all this seems like i try to justify the reasons for which i think

> are responsible for my loneliness, then it's true.

> so i ask you.. why should my solution be to mess with my internal

> programming to eliminate the need for company?

> isn't it possible that the simple answer is the right one? that i

> should enter more social circles?

> i sit home weeks, months, years, never go anywhere.. dreaming that

> someday the girl of my dreams will drop down on me from the sky.. how

> stupid is that?

>

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