Thoughts about the work

[Guest guest]

i think the work is not a 'perfect' thoughts investigation technique.

i noticed recently how i manipulate my self and phrase a thought in a

way which will fit the work.

usualy it's

" i should... "

" they should.. "

" i need.. "

i'v noticed that on thoughts of " i want.. " , the work doesn't make the

as much sense ..

not to mention a more complicated thoughts.... those family of

thoughts are the one byron katie has found.

so basically it's a good technique on " shoulds " and " need " .

i frequently have a problem which is on an experience level, and i try

to apply the " shoulds " on it.. so it could some how change it or

change my attitude toward it.

i'v noticed, that for me, this whole thing is going backwards, i have

an image, thought, dream or reality that bothers me in some way.. then

i try to apply words to it .. and i do the work on those words.

i must say i feel there's a level where the work does not reach, it's

all well and nice in the words kingdom, and in the logical stuff, but

i feel it does not investigates the actual essence of things, dreams,

and thoughts..

" i need love "

this is the only thought i have to investigate.

i have investigated it over and over.. for almost a year, every time i

see the turnarounds, i see the reality i miss, i see all the sides of

it. it makes me think im better now.. i feel better at the moment.

no matter, in the night i dream about love.. about having it, about

needing it, in the morning it comes back.. im insecure again, i need

love again.. im not thinking the words..

then i try to put the feelings words... unshockingly, there it shows

again - " i need love " .

is it true?

no... i lived all my life without it.. i survive, i dont need it, i

can live my life miserably and alone and stay alive.

is it true i want it?

yes

can i absolutely know that i want it?

no. i dont know anything for sure.. maybe it's all a dream and im a

cat. maybe i dont exist.

how much do i believe i want it from 1 - 10? 10.

how do i react the believe/thought/view i want love, when i seem to

lack it.

everything seems wrong, im lonely, disconnected from the moment,

needing approval, mentally ill, totally.

who would i be if i didn't believe i need love?

i'v no idea, at first i might be more present to the annoying feelings

my body is experiencing, but i wouldn't blame it on lack of love.. i'd

probably find a different theory to explain why i feel this way. and

if i wouldn't find one, then i would just be it.. not trying to move

from it, surrender to it.

T.A: i dont want love

can't find it, sorry.

T.A: love wants me

what does that mean?

[Guest guest]

i dont have much time.. i have to go

but i think if you get the communicon with God book

by neale donald walsch.. you might like it.

the first chapter and i think the first illusion is need exists..

i know im off topic..

Also we dont need love because we are love.

God is love and we are part of god.

TA Love wants you Love wants you to be aware of it..

that it exists within you. later, love, roslyn --

- In Loving-what-is , " facy102 " wrote:

>

> i think the work is not a 'perfect' thoughts investigation technique.

> i noticed recently how i manipulate my self and phrase a thought in a

> way which will fit the work.

> usualy it's

> " i should... "

> " they should.. "

> " i need.. "

> i'v noticed that on thoughts of " i want.. " , the work doesn't make the

> as much sense ..

> not to mention a more complicated thoughts.... those family of

> thoughts are the one byron katie has found.

> so basically it's a good technique on " shoulds " and " need " .

> i frequently have a problem which is on an experience level, and i try

> to apply the " shoulds " on it.. so it could some how change it or

> change my attitude toward it.

> i'v noticed, that for me, this whole thing is going backwards, i have

> an image, thought, dream or reality that bothers me in some way.. then

> i try to apply words to it .. and i do the work on those words.

> i must say i feel there's a level where the work does not reach, it's

> all well and nice in the words kingdom, and in the logical stuff, but

> i feel it does not investigates the actual essence of things, dreams,

> and thoughts..

> " i need love "

> this is the only thought i have to investigate.

> i have investigated it over and over.. for almost a year, every time i

> see the turnarounds, i see the reality i miss, i see all the sides of

> it. it makes me think im better now.. i feel better at the moment.

> no matter, in the night i dream about love.. about having it, about

> needing it, in the morning it comes back.. im insecure again, i need

> love again.. im not thinking the words..

> then i try to put the feelings words... unshockingly, there it shows

> again - " i need love " .

> is it true?

> no... i lived all my life without it.. i survive, i dont need it, i

> can live my life miserably and alone and stay alive.

> is it true i want it?

> yes

> can i absolutely know that i want it?

> no. i dont know anything for sure.. maybe it's all a dream and im a

> cat. maybe i dont exist.

> how much do i believe i want it from 1 - 10? 10.

> how do i react the believe/thought/view i want love, when i seem to

> lack it.

> everything seems wrong, im lonely, disconnected from the moment,

> needing approval, mentally ill, totally.

> who would i be if i didn't believe i need love?

> i'v no idea, at first i might be more present to the annoying feelings

> my body is experiencing, but i wouldn't blame it on lack of love.. i'd

> probably find a different theory to explain why i feel this way. and

> if i wouldn't find one, then i would just be it.. not trying to move

> from it, surrender to it.

>

> T.A: i dont want love

> can't find it, sorry.

>

> T.A: love wants me

> what does that mean?

>