Warning: animal cruelty: Re: What if it is hard to imagine yourself not believing a thought?

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> >> > Any suggestions?

> >> > Thanks

> >> > Hanle

Hanle,

I just read your story about you and the kittens.

I am at peace with it in this moment. As in this moment I see that

the kittens are God/What Is/That which cannot be labeled.

And you are God/What Is/That which cannot be labeled.

God experiences all that is. God is the kittens, God is the

stepgrandfather drowning the kittens. God is the puddle the kittens

are drowned in. God is you feeling bad about the kittens, God is the

story that it was bad for those kittens to drown, God is me typing

this to you. God is you reading what I've typed.

Pain is the belief in separation.

Thank you for helping me remember that.

I drown in my love for you, dear one.

[Guest guest]

Hanle,

Congratulations. Isn't the Work amazing? To be able to lay something to rest

after so many years. How powerful.

Vivian

Re: Warning: animal cruelty: Re: What if it is hard

to imagine yourself not believing a thought?

> Hanle,

>

> I know this is a tough one for you and one you've held on to for a long

> time.

>

> It is difficult to remember what it is like to be six. You should have

> saved the kittens. How could you have done that? A grandfather is a

> powerful figure. You probably could not even imagine him being wrong or

> cruel at that age.

>

> Plus, even if you had the thought, I must save the kittens, as a 6 year

> old you probably could not have done so. No one else saved them. To expect

> 6 year old you to do so is sweet but not very realistic.

>

> Several recent examples of the Work on this site have put me in mind of

> Inner Child work. Be kind to that sweet 6 year old inside you and give

> that child permission to not be blamed for something out of your control.

>

> It's kind of ironic. The grownup me would be so busy being angry with the

> mother and the step grandfather I doubt I'd give any blame to the child in

> this scenario.

>

> Perhaps there was no money for food to feed the kittens and drowning them

> was " kinder " than letting them starve. Also, I really doubt that they

> selected you to save them and gave you a look meaning Save me.

Everything you say is true, Vivian. There was nno spare money.

I now think it was hard for everyone there to do what had to be done in

their opinion. And I can see that there is no way the kittens selected me to

save them. I thought so because I thought I was the only one finding the

situation abhorrent. This was the hardest believe of all to investigate.

When you and Jon mentioned this, a lot of resistance came up. I eventually

investigated that somewhat, Who knows if more work needs to be done?

This was the first time that I watched the work " doing me " over a couple of

days and not in one session. As I went about my day, new insights occurred.

I feel so much better, I can peacefully lay the kittens to rest now.

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