Hi all....today was a fairly good day but dizzyness is a problem!!!

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Good afternoon guys.

Im sorry again about the ranting email I sent before about my lawyer

that went through. I usually dont swear on here but really could only

describe my lawyer as a a-hole. Im done talking to him and i may call

him tomorrow as he wrote me and said to call. When he said he was

helping try to find out about money he was obviously lying cause then

the other day he said he needed a release to talk to them. The lady i

spoke to with ssd was helpful yesterday so im just hoping things go

good from here and most of all I do hope that I can keep a 3rd of that

money.

I didnt get any replies from that email so dont know if it even went

through. I hope you all guys were able to read it.

As for today ut was a pretty good day. My new friend I met whos

becoming ny very dearest and best friend came by today after a hard

morning, She is having a hard time finding a job and on top of that

she found one of her dogs with a gash in his leg and has to take him

to vet tonigt when her vet is open. Anyways she took me to this

place she found out about that helps people with food assistance while

theyre waiting for their food stamp application to go through. Food

stamps is basically d*cking me around, they keep asking about my bank

statements whici.ent them, then asking about my back pay which i still

know nothing about. I sent them another letter they wanted from me and

i hope they hurry up and put through not only my food tamp application

which i qualify for but also my medicaid which will also help with my

medicare costs and my ''gap'' ect. They are really making me beyond

mad. Anyways she

took me to this place called god's storehouse where they are really

kind. They put through my application and gave me a big box of food

plus some extra breads and goodies. They said I could come back every

2 weeks and then when i do get food stamps I can also go back once a

month. I thank god for places like this who help disabled and lower

income. They gave me some meats, and canned goods and all kinds of

stuff which will help us greatly. My friend could also use some

help but I guess with her husbands income they said that she didnt

qualify for continued help but they were so kind to give her an

''emergency' box also and we swapped some things we wouldnt eat and

they could use and vice versa.

I am so happy that there are places like this when the govt wont help

for whatever reason, I will be going back 2x a week and then 1x a

month when food stamps go into effect. When i get my back ay i will

stop going for a while but also give them a small monetary/food

donation as a thank you.

My pain levels havent been too too bad today thankfully but one

problem I had today was dizzy spells/ i dont know if it was from the

meds or not but I ended up scaring my friemd a few times where she had

to stand next to me and hang onto me. I was wobbly an almost fell over

a few times.

After we went to gods storehouse she wanted to take me to the huge

goodwill store to check on a few things for the house and get a few

ideas ....ill tell you i LOVE goodwill/salvation army and u can even

find things that are new. But she walked close to me the whole time

and i was looking for some pictures for the walls and also a few

things for furniture. Dennis called my cell an said he wanted to

meet us up there to check out what they had. I didnt have ny money to

spend but wanted to see what they had for when my disability check

cleared. There are a few end tables we want to get (they were the

nice rustic/country look i love n how i want to do the house) and they

were only 8 bucks.

Tammy showed us the area where they had wall hangings and pictures. I

found 2 medium sized ones withg deep wooden frames that looks like

country/cabin scenes-very pretty and they were a few bycks thats it,

then i found a cabin with mountain paintin that was large for only a

buck and then a very big pretty farm/country scene and when we asked

about price it was only 3 bucks. The were all sooooo pretty and i was

scared theyd be gone when we were able to go back on 17th when check

cleared. Come to find out the reason Dennis wanted to meet us up

there was cause bruce his friend from va beach bought some computer

speakers and something for guitar from him for 30 bucks so he said

instead of you borrowing money from ta,,y (which i didnt want to do)

he said he would buy all of the pictures for me for the house:) so now

instead of having bare walls which i hate....he got them for me and

for all those hangings it was under 18 bucks...nott bad at all!!

I will take some pictures of the house inside also and also the new

ferrets and post them on the groups page...i will start a folder or

add to an existing one within a few days and will post when theyre all

uploade.

sorry for the book- i look forward to y9our replies lol and im having

a hard time typing due to meds kicking in but i will try to do the

pics within a few days/ post when theyre all uploaded and try to get

caught up on all of your emails.\

i hate this dizzyness but ill talk to u soon....thanks for ur emails back

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