Full Inquire: I need to go to The school of The work

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I need to go to The school of The work

 

1- Is it True?

Yes

because?

 I read everithing about the school, and I ám conviced  that that´s exacle I

need to be happy´.

What is the proof of true?Other people have been to the school and they  all

says that is it a transformative experience.

What is the reallity of it?I am not in the shool and I am still ok and alive.

 

2-Can I absolutelly know that it is true that I need to go to the shool of the

work.

I don´know

 

and it means that: I am wasting my time and life not applying to the shool, that

I am not good enough, that I am sufferig right now, that I don´t have the corage

to face myself, I am coward and looser

 

What do you think you would have? peace of mind, sucess in everything, happiness

forever.

 

What is the worst that could happen if I don´t go to the school?:

That I will Die alone in pain

 

What is the shoud, should´t?:

I should not  stay here in my bed typing inquires, i should be on the street

trying  to arrange  money and my passaport, visa to apply to the next event in

Germany.

 

I can know what is best in the long run ?:

Yes...go to the shool , therefore get you Butt of your bed you lazy!!!

 

Can  I really know that I would be happyer if I got what I want: ?

I don´t know...pehaps my mind would start to worry about something else.

 

3- How do I react when I belive this thought, what happens? I feel some kind of

pressure, brutilize myself to take actions, feel like I am miserable right now,

 

How have you lived your life as a result of beliving this thought?:

worry, in a hurry, miserable

 

When and where Did I first start o believe this? 

 Perhaps when I was a child everyone aroud me  all told-me that I should go to

school if I want to be someone, perhaps I am bringing this concept to this

situation in the school for The work.

 

How do I treat others and myself? very bad...I see people as a enemy for not

been supportive of my desires,(as if it was their business) and I also hate

myself for what I am experiencing. 

 

Where does my mind travel when I believe that thought? past, future.. what

pictures and images I see?

 

So many things, I put the school on pedestal and make it my salvation...I see

everyone having a good time and been healed on the school, and see myself stuck

and separeted here..I see myself in the future, commiting terribles mistakes and

dying in ignorance and in suffering and pain. see the oportunities I have lost

in the past to confirm myself that (I need a radical change in my life)- inquire

later.

 

This thought brings peace or stress in my life?

I really  don´t know, I without this thought I would applycate myself for the

school., and therefore have peace of mind.

 

Can You see a reason to drop that thought?

yes perhaps I would take the same actions without this thought ruminating in my

head.over and over again.

 

Can you find a stress free reason to keep this thought?

perhaps that thought prompt-me to take some action...but I don´t know if it is

true.

 

whose business is this?

Mine ( I think)

 

What is the worst that could happen if I didn´t believe that thought?

I will never be able to go to it. and won´t be saved. nobody will listen to me.

 

Drescribre the feelings in your body?:

pain in my head

 

how much of your body  this feeling take over?:

I feel like I am carrying a elephant over my shoulders.

 

Who was me before that thought occurr?

Not aware that I need to transport my  physical body to another country to

resolve something in my mind.

 

What addictions, obessesions begin to manifest when I belive that thought?

I get to know everything about the work and school, Byron ...checking

bloogs, forums and interviews...over and over again.

 

What associateds thoughts I have?

Life is unfair, I am in big trouble, people are evil, I was hurt, there is

somenthing wrong with me, I am confuse, I need help, the salvation is outside of

me.

 

 

 Who/What would I be without this thought:

perhaps more at peace, confortable, happier...If I assume that the problem is

the thought...insted of not going or  going to The school.

Also able to resolve my situations right here and know by myself.

 

Turn Arounds

 

1-( to the oposite) I don´t need to go to the shool for the work.

a) My feets and my knees heart and my brething is Ok know.

I am in here at home in Brazil

c) I have plenty of stuffs and books to read and study for  improve my skills in

doing the work...such as this yahoo group.

 

2-(to the other) The school that needs to came to me.

a) I am a nice person that can help and improve the level of the school. so I

peaceffuly stay here relax and open if they interessed  to invite-me

for free.

 

3- (To my thinking)My thinking need to go to the shool

 a) in the sense that It needs to do the work in questioning my belifs about

the school and a lot of others stuffs

My thinking should stop teching me and the world...and assume a studant

position.

 

 

please group any feedbacks, comments, sugestions?

 

thank you all

Bonne