wrong mindset, feel shame about myself, due to CMT

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Hello,

I am writing my wrong mindset for the past 30 years and how I heal it. I have

felt shame about myself due to CMT and thought I am a mistake and should not

have been born into this world. I have suffered from this kind of wrong mindset

and feel that I don't deserve anything good and feel quilty when I am happy.

After reading huge amount of materials. I find that because my parents feel

shamed about themselves and thus they project their own feeling of shame to me

when I was a little girl. I subconsciously takes those toxic message in. Thus, I

feel shame about myself due to my CMT and have low self esteem and poor self

image.

I am not a mistake. God creat me the way I am. I am my self. No need to feel

shame. I start to see myself from God's point of view. I love myself. I am alive

in order to enjoy life with CMT, not to waste my life to feel shame or sorry for

my CMT.

Caroline