affairs or what, I guess the end result is the same?

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So, I do have so much more to add. What's a girl to do? The logical

reasoning side of my brain says to protect myself, financially, etc.,

but the " wife " and forever trusting part of my brain says to trust

him. He has promised to take care of us. He is not a vindictive type

and his behavior looks so fishy but knowing him, I can see " through "

how it looks. Or, am I the biggest sucker out there??? Anyone have a

crystal ball I can borrow????

, writing with heart palpitations, wanting the answers so badly.