Guest guest Posted December 1, 2008 Report Share Posted December 1, 2008 University student with CMT: 'Let's not allow our pain to win' : feeding the 'soul and spirit " Lee The Hamilton Spectator (Nov 26, 2008) http://www.thespec.com/Opinions/article/472514 This presentation was delivered earlier this month at a public forum in Hamilton that was part of National Pain Awareness Week. The forum was sponsored by the G. DeGroote School of Medicine at McMaster University and the Ontario Pain Foundation. It is no secret that pain is a silent epidemic and a powerful influence that hinders everyday life. From the moment we wake up to the last moment before we fall asleep, we are reminded of the enormous challenges we must try to overcome. These challenges go far beyond our physical pain as they invade all aspects of our lives. We must face the unfortunate reality that we are no longer the person we used to be. Many of us face depression, sadness, anger, frustration and hopelessness. Family members may not understand new limitations and become impatient with the reality that things have changed. Longtime friends may become distant or even non-existent because once-shared activities have become difficult or impossible. Hobbies and interests that brought joy are just frustrations and reminders that life is not what it used to be. If that isn't enough, we are forced to contend with the bureaucracy of medical system wait times and overworked doctors, unsympathetic insurance companies, uncaring lawyers involved in the settlements of lawsuits and, even worse, our elected members of Parliament who respond to letters of concern with empty-hearted comments of generic interest. We have become warriors in our own right. Our battle begins by just trying to get out of bed. For some it is the physical pain of stiff joints and sore muscles, while for others, it is the emotional anguish of: " What's the point? Why bother? " among other defeating questions. Our days are filled with: * Medical appointments, trying to find answers and solutions to our suffering. * Trips to the pharmacy where we have become " regulars, " picking up the variety of prescriptions that are supposed to make us feel better. * Visits to lawyers and insurance offices only to learn of setbacks and more hoops to jump through to receive much-needed funds and benefits. * That's not even to list the numerous chores and tasks required to keep life in order. At the end of the day, many of us take our medications and hope for a good night's sleep. These daily events become a rut and can leave a person feeling helpless and powerless. So, the new question becomes: What can I do to make my life more positive and gain back a sense of power? Although I am not an expert, I would like to offer a few suggestions from my own experiences that have helped me get through difficult times. First and foremost, there is the Chronic Pain Advocacy Group, which was started in 2005 by doctors Kiran Yashpal and Henry (of the G. DeGroote Institute for Pain Research and Care at McMaster University). The goal of this group is to provide a non-judgmental, educational and inspirational support community. This group gives chronic pain sufferers the opportunity to share their story, gain new insight into potential treatments while meeting new people. The meetings are held once a month at the serene Royal Botanical Gardens, typically on a Tuesday evening and consist of one or two guest speakers, demonstrations and personal stories of pain from new members as well as a chance to socialize. Of the guest speakers, we have had the pleasure to hear from professionals such as nutritionists, massage therapists, a doctor of traditional Chinese medicine and tai chi, and patients who have attended various pain management clinics. Since I joined the group in 2006, I have seen first-hand the positive influence this group has had for many of its members. The most significant impact has been the continued messages of hope in that we are not alone in our fight against pain, and that many dedicated professionals are working tirelessly to bring pain to the forefront with newer and better treatments. As each month passes, more and more people are choosing to break away from the isolating loneliness that pain brings and instead are joining the crusade to give pain a face and voice. By a show of hands, how many people here say to themselves: " I would really like to take a nice hot bath or I'd like to go read a book outside? " Now, how many of us actually do those things? If there is one thing that pain knows how to do, it is to be the centre of attention. There are few activities that we can do without our pain making its presence known. It's always saying, " Hi, I'm here! Pay attention to me. " So we give it exactly what it wants, while we neglect the needs of the rest of our body, mind and spirit. There are small things we can do to feed our soul and spirit. So start reading that book you've been meaning to read. Take that hot bath. Even if you set aside only 15 minutes a day for some much- needed " me " time, it can have a huge impact on our whole outlook on life. When we shift our minds' focus away from the pain and concentrate on the elements of life that bring us joy, we are in essence telling our pain: " I know you're still there, however, you're not as important as you think you are. This is my time. " Another aspect that speaks to this concept is what I like to call the " super-hero " syndrome that many of us have. While I understand that we all fight our own battles every day, it is the superhuman energy and stamina part that I am referring to. We try desperately to maintain the lifestyle we had before the chronic pain. Admitting that you may not have the ability to do everything you once could is not accepting defeat. Instead, it is acknowledging that " Yes, my situation has changed, however, I can still be a productive, vital and worthy person. " The kinder, gentler and more forgiving we are of ourselves, the less we let our pain succeed in ruling our lives. Let's not allow our pain to win. Lee lives in Burlington and is a university student. has Charcot-Marie-Tooth disease, a degenerative neuromuscular condition. We have become warriors in our own right. Our battle begins by just trying to get out of bed. For some it is the physical ... while for others, it is the emotional anguish. If there is one thing that pain knows how to do, it is to be the centre of attention ... It's always saying, 'Hi, I'm here! Pay attention to me.' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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