Re: Re: masochisitc thinking

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Congradulations Jeanne! It's so good to see breakthroughs. Don't you just

love this tool? We can find our way home.

Doug,

I agree about the beating up thing. I have found that through the work I

don't beat myself up over things that I used to. So freeing.

Laurie O.

-- Re: Re: masochisitc thinking

--- wideeyesus wrote:

> Is it a familiar experience with those of you who

> have been in the Work

> for some time that you don't beat yourself up so

> much? I am noticing

> that if I get into some masochistic thinking, it

> just doesn't stick any

> more. Boy is this good news.

>

> Doug

Hi Doug, (remember me from Margaret's?--I've been

lurking lots, not feeling I had any valuable input

since the posts on this list are great work.)

Your note is great news! & very encouraging to hear.

I'm finding my mind sunk in deeply painful masochistic

thoughts after several weeks of doing The Work

progressively more & more with increasing intensity.

Ugh!

Yet I look forward to the tears and the realization of

those awful projections that have ruled my life.

Through The Work, I've noticed my powerful desire &

fear towards gurus past and present...afraid KT would

be just another one for my gullible mind---always

hoping someone else would show me The Way! Now I see

it is me needing to show me the way. And is it true I

need to know the way?

Love, Jeanne

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