Guest guest Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 Chris: I was actually thinking about you just a few days ago and wondering what happened to you as you were very active here for a long time. Sorry to hear you are struggling, but good to have you back. Take care~ Diane > > Well yes I am. I have stayed off line and pretty much shut down for some time now. I have been verydissapointed in myself due to the either lack of interest or possibly just giving up. I am pushing 5 years now of dealing with this and you have seen me in and out due to heavy bouts of either depression or something else i dont know about. needless to say not being able to afford to go back to Shoemaker and continue treatment has really gotten to me. > For the new members that do not know me I am throwing this in here as I supose a reminder that you will go through many things and that is apparent but the worst thing is to get away from the support that you get here. It doesnt help the illness any but if nothing else your spirits can be lifted if at least a little. Nobody cares as much as the people here do and I can attest to that 100%. People who have not gone through this have no comprehension nor care or half the time believe what is going inside of you unless your heart stops beating. > Stay stong folks as I am trying to myself. > On a side note. I see something about water again and I want those who can afford it to NOT dismiss the perfection of the Ecoloblue water filter. I have had mine about a year now and I cant even drink other water. Nothing compares... > Good luck all and I hope I can muster my self enough to begin to check in more often as I myself need the support. > > Chris... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 I do not believe I know you, but I just want to let you know we are in the same boat. Our problem has been ongoing since 2004. We have had absolutely no medical care for mold exposure. Hang in there....................our prayers are with you !!   Dragonfly ... Breaks illusions, Brings visions of power, No need to prove it, Now is the hour! Know it, believe it, Great Spirit intercedes, Feeding you, blessing you, Filling all your needs. By DCarson JSams God Bless !! dragonflymcs Mayleen ________________________________ From: ur_shtnme <ur_shtnme@...> Sent: Tue, April 13, 2010 2:36:28 PM Subject: [] Am I still alive?  Well yes I am. I have stayed off line and pretty much shut down for some time now. I have been verydissapointed in myself due to the either lack of interest or possibly just giving up. I am pushing 5 years now of dealing with this and you have seen me in and out due to heavy bouts of either depression or something else i dont know about. needless to say not being able to afford to go back to Shoemaker and continue treatment has really gotten to me. For the new members that do not know me I am throwing this in here as I supose a reminder that you will go through many things and that is apparent but the worst thing is to get away from the support that you get here. It doesnt help the illness any but if nothing else your spirits can be lifted if at least a little. Nobody cares as much as the people here do and I can attest to that 100%. People who have not gone through this have no comprehension nor care or half the time believe what is going inside of you unless your heart stops beating. Stay stong folks as I am trying to myself. On a side note. I see something about water again and I want those who can afford it to NOT dismiss the perfection of the Ecoloblue water filter. I have had mine about a year now and I cant even drink other water. Nothing compares... Good luck all and I hope I can muster my self enough to begin to check in more often as I myself need the support. Chris... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Thanks Diane. I dont really know how to explain what happened, it just did. It was a complete shut down for sure, I know part of it was the depression of trying to make new friends where I have been living and even tried a girlfriend. It was the first time since getting sick but suffice it to say at least for that one person there was no understanding at all. course I have never met anyone with like 45 air fresheners situated in every plug in the house. so you can imagine the rest. Here is the kicker. I'm sure many know what I'm talking about, but the lack of a sex drive didn't help. Maybe im old fashion or something but when did it become a requirement that you had to do that with someone your just beginning to date. So that really got me down that I was surprised at how difficult it would be to try to move on. It seems im strange to her because it was not a requirement or even necessary. So I will rebuild and concentrate more on the important things. Here is a laugh. I have 5 grown daughters and four grand children. I think Ive had more than my share, LOL sorry, had to throw that in. Thanks for thinking about me. I miss my friends here. Chris... ________________________________ From: dianebolton52 <dianebolton@...> Sent: Tue, April 13, 2010 5:07:00 PM Subject: [] Re: Am I still alive?  Chris: I was actually thinking about you just a few days ago and wondering what happened to you as you were very active here for a long time. Sorry to hear you are struggling, but good to have you back. Take care~ Diane Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Hey dragonfly, you know me. Its been awhile but we spent some time sharing YouTube videos on simmular but different subjects more about polotics outside the group. we have some identical views. hint hint. Anyway, thanks for your thoughts. you are oh so right. well talk again soon. Ill email you soon. glad to hear from you again. Chris... From: dragonflymcs <dragonflymcs@...> Sent: Tue, April 13, 2010 8:58:06 PM Subject: Re: [] Am I still alive?  I do not believe I know you, but I just want to let you know we are in the same boat. Our problem has been ongoing since 2004. We have had absolutely no medical care for mold exposure. Hang in there....... ......... ....our prayers are with you !! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Thank you Chris......................so glad to hear from you too and I would like to talk again very much so...............my brain is a tad bad lately. I hit some exposures over this last year that were horrible to say the least and caused some problems with my memory which I did not have. You hang in there and write soon !!!  God Bless !! dragonflymcs Mayleen ________________________________ From: <ur_shtnme@...> Sent: Wed, April 14, 2010 5:58:11 AM Subject: Re: [] Am I still alive?  Hey dragonfly, you know me. Its been awhile but we spent some time sharing YouTube videos on simmular but different subjects more about polotics outside the group. we have some identical views. hint hint. Anyway, thanks for your thoughts. you are oh so right. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Hi good to hear from ya. was wondering about ya. been busy with other things myself and you know, takes a few days to manage what normal people take for granted. I'm like the turtle. add in the broken record syndrome, think,repeat,forget,think,repeat,forget,think,maybe do,or repeat, and think again, what a interesting life I lead. :] going to have to have another tooth pulled, think my sinusitis problems with the nerve damage is just going to kill them off one by one. it seems to attack one and after it's dead and pulled it starts attacking another one. maybe I'll lose weight when I have no chewer's anymore. so much for haveing good teeth. tc of yourself. > > Thank you Chris......................so glad to hear from you too and I would like to talk again very much so...............my brain is a tad bad lately. I hit some exposures over this last year that were horrible to say the least and caused some problems with my memory which I did not have. You hang in there and write soon !!! >  > > God Bless !! > dragonflymcs > Mayleen > > > > > ________________________________ > From: <ur_shtnme@...> > > Sent: Wed, April 14, 2010 5:58:11 AM > Subject: Re: [] Am I still alive? > >  > Hey dragonfly, you know me. Its been awhile but we spent some time sharing YouTube videos on simmular but different subjects more about polotics outside the group. we have some identical views. hint hint. Anyway, thanks for your thoughts. you are oh so right. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 jeanine, so good to hear from you. I know what you mean about the teeth. Mine are going one by one as well. I couldnt just loose a tooth though. I would have it filled, then go to a root canal, grind it down for crowns then it has to be pulled. Thats happen to many times. cccccrazy. I thought for sure one of them that was protruding into one of my sinus passages would fix or make my sinuss a little better. Ya, wishful thinking. All I know is chewing food is now a chore along with everything else.  jeanine, so good to hear from you. I know what....... Wait, I just said that. Yup same here....  Chris... ________________________________ From: osisposis <jeaninem660@...> Sent: Wed, April 14, 2010 2:16:43 PM Subject: [] Re: Am I still alive?  Hi good to hear from ya. was wondering about ya. been busy with other things myself and you know, takes a few days to manage what normal people take for granted. I'm like the turtle. add in the broken record syndrome, think,repeat, forget,think, repeat,forget, think,maybe do,or repeat, and think again, what a interesting life I lead. :] going to have to have another tooth pulled, think my sinusitis problems with the nerve damage is just going to kill them off one by one. it seems to attack one and after it's dead and pulled it starts attacking another one. maybe I'll lose weight when I have no chewer's anymore. so much for haveing good teeth. tc of yourself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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