A dillema

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I really need some input on this.. I posted about the emotional

problems I've been having and I just want some info before making a

decision regarding the medicine. I have a hard time truly expressing

the depth of this issue, and I stepped into the p-docs office 3 days

ago and tried to fumble through what was going on, and the next thing

I know I have a script for zoloft that everyone is expecting to take.

I just couldn't get the words out that I believe the drugs were part

of the problems that haven't gone away I want time to heal from them.

It didnt' help that I am talking about emotional problems, and

seemingly on the verge of tearing up.. so it seems like I'm faking

it. But the truth is, I can't cry at all, since going on ssri's I can

only get on the verge. If I was in my normal state, I would be hyper

venilating with tears all over my face.. now I just get a small

change in my voice.. and I don't have much feeling to go along with

it. I'm never going to get over this if I keep on going back on

these things.. I just don't know how to really tell anyone, I just

always freeze up when it's time to do so. I don't know what I'm going

to do now. All I know is that this is very scary. What I " m looking

for is experiences on zoloft and how does the rate of people becoming

negatvely effected by it compare to other drugs, and what prolonged

negative effects were felt exactly