please help - small contamination just turned big

[Guest guest]

as most of you know, I washed something that apparently had mycotoxins in

it (new clothes) and it contaminated my washer and clothes. it was

isolated until last night...

I'm such an idiot. I tried to use vodka in the washer last night as per

someone advice on another list and, overnight, the entire house is now full

of fumes and bothering me intensely. I don't know what I was thinking. I

should have just gotten rid of the machines asap and stopped messing with

them. But here I am, on oxygen, all the doors and windows open, my daughter

napping so I'm stuck here, and it's definitely neurotoxic at this point.

I was formerly doing really well. I imagine that I washed one bad thing

and then pissed off the mycotoxins that remained in the machine and pissed

them off so that they are all over the house?

please help me make the best choices going forward. I can't bear going

through hell again, not with a child. I don't want to make any more

mistakes. Keep in mind I have severe MCS, too.

we're also leaving to stay with friends in the mountains for a week but I'm

afraid if I don't deal with this asap that it will get worse while away

and the house is closed up.

we are getting rid of the machines tonight - putting them outside.

advice needed and welcome

Jill