Out of WDB for now

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Hi All

I can't believe how long it's been since I posted last or even checked the

messages. I got very tired and mentally drained from digestive issues that

arose and I had no mental energy for posting. It was amazing to discover that

when I started eating apples which helps my stomach so much on and off that my

strength came back as well.

It felt good to rest and give my attention to other things that needed it, but I

started to miss the group and I have literally spent ALL day looking over what I

have missed, ha. (I access the internet via an msntv player and it is dial up

and it is VERY slow, requiring many hours to participate, ha) And I missed a

lot! I do want to say to KC how sorry I am about Eventer (hope I'm spelling

that right.)

Yes, it would save me time if I didn't try to read ALL of the posts but

something about them is so compelling, ha.

Anyway, I am finally out of the moldy WDB I was in and back at my old roommates

house. There were a few hiccups at first but I think it is working out (I

hope).

I had to leave my brothers house because he did some plumbing work last tuesday

in the master bath which shares a wall with the office. Now I know why it

smelled a little moldy in the office, but not just mold, also like other

biocontaminants which is a first for me. Usually when I have been exposed to

mold it has been in things like mattresses and not from WDB. The bacteria and

stuff that I could smell caused me bronchial problems but thankfully that

improved with an immune booster I found at the health store.

So I was worried about mold exposure when my brother had to pull up a corner of

the carpet and remove paneling so he could get to the inside of the wall but

everything seemed ok at first, but it wasn't. The office is open to the living

room where I sleep and When I woke up I smelled mold and was vibrating really

badly and as the morning progressed the smell became stronger and stronger and

so did my symptoms and it was finally so overwhelming I had to leave. I went

next door to my parents house and spent a couple of hours recovering and then my

dad helped me pack up some things and drove me to my friends house.

It was actually the fourth time I got heavier mold exposure. Three nights I

tried out the spare room at my brothers which I had avoided because of the fear

of mold in there and sure enough, I was waking up each morning vibrating really

hard and by the third morning it was unmistakable why. I have done 4 foot baths

since then and they have brought great relief from the vibrating. Even though I

have been out of the mold now for 3 days I am still not like I used to be before

I had to live in that moldy house. I was always vibrating and always

uncomfortable.

When I got to my roommates I had to cover up areas of the carpet that her 18

year old cat had peed on (she didn't realize the cat was doing this nor could

she smell it). I am very reactive to cat urine and had to go around the entire

perimeter of the living room sniffing the carpet to find where all the urine

was, ewww. Fortunately the urine could be covered. I used foil and weighted it

down with blankets and that is working for the most part I think.

The humidity was 68% the day I came and it was raining and this had caused

problems for me in the past but she said to go ahead and light a fire in the

wood stove (I found out I couldn't tolerate the gas furnace a few days earlier

when I was here and she usually only heats up her room with electric cuz its a

big house and expensive to heat) and in no time the humidity was down. In fact

now it is a little low, around 27%. Better than it getting moldy smelling (from

inside the walls).

So all that mold exposure has me very drained and tired and still trying to get

better with my stomach. My poor little body, ha.

A strange thing. For over a year now I have had not been able to wash my body

properly because I get serious symptoms that debilitate me completely when my

lymph and muscles are moved around, especially under my arms. Yesterday I

couldn't stand smelling stinky and decided to try to just hold a wet washcloth

to my underarms for a bit and even that caused me severe symptoms, sheesh.....

I have been very wiped out and strong symptoms all day.

I guess my toxic load is great and when the lymph fluid is moved around it

releases more toxins or something, I don't know. It is embarrassing to smell

and have unwashed greasy hair when people are around. I used to always be clean

and care about my appearance and my clothes and how I presented myself, but this

condition has caused me to lose all my dignity. When I look in the mirror I can

see that I look very tired and unwell.

Even though I was in that moldy house and it caused me to not be able to take my

protocols every day the stuff I was doing caused improvement and I recently

started being able to do/take daily stuff. Except when my lymph is moved

around, then I can't again. Sigh.........

Health to you all,

anita