chemistry disfunctions in the brain

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I have been working on something thats been very hard to do because it involves

haveing to make connections between two or more " things " and it requires a skill

I no longer have. if I still had this skill, I would have gotten this thing

organized a long time ago.

it is a somewhat pressing matter but I can only do what I can do.

whats very interesting is that right on the verge of waking up, I've made these

connections in my mind, yet if I dont get up and immeditly right them down, they

are lost again.

this not only happens in regard to this project, but with other things. it seems

that during this sleep stage, my brain is trying to organize things in my head

without me being aware of it.

those first fleating momments of wakeing up seem to be a few momments of when

this process of organization going on in my brain that I lack when I'm awake.

I dont know if my brain is doing this during REM sleep/dream stage.

I'd have to go back and do some reading , but it's got something to do with the

stages of sleep and brain chemistry functions in the brain that change when

asleep and awake. if I spent some time on this, I think I get a clue or a

answer, chemistry wise what may be inhibiting my organization skills when awake

and why. it make me wish I could stay in that stage of wakeing a little longer

to say hi to a old friend that I miss very much, a ability that I strugle with

during wakeing hours.

in other words I know more than my fully awake brain is letting me see.

it's all about brain chemistry.

whats interesting is that I may still have this skill but through brain

chemistry during wakeing hours, it's lost.

I do also have sleep apnea. there is info. out there that brain chemistry

disorders are linked to sleep apnea.