New Realizations/Re: Relocation Accomplished

[Guest guest]

I have to admit its scared me as well but without Joe's advice I more than

likely never would have considered moving especially now that the mold has been

removed. Since my re-exposure I can see that my health is slowly deteriorating

but it's so slow that I cant really see the difference on a daily basis but when

I think of how much better I felt 2 months ago as opposed to how I feel now I

can clearly see that whatever is in the air is slowly affecting me in terms of

brain fog and severe depression. Its that very depression that's stopping me

from moving, the longer I stay here the more depressed I become, the more

depressed I become the longer I'll stay here... sooner or later Im going to have

to bite the bullet and move.

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> God, thank you.

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> Everybody is different. Telling somebody whose anxiety is already ratcheted up

that they have to RUN OR DIE doesn't help that person and I'm tired of seeing

such responses. In my case, I really do have to leave because I don't have

control over some aspects of the space and it's clear that I'm not going to get

better--and indeed I'm getting worse--after months of being in my condo. But

when I first posted here, the first response I received was RUN OR DIE, and as

someone who has suffered a trauma pertaining to my father's early, sudden death,

I really didn't need to hear that. It just threw me into a place of total fear

and anxiety.

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> I'm sure the intention is good, but I can't go around reading people's

intentions