Guest guest Posted January 21, 2008 Report Share Posted January 21, 2008 I can so related to all that you wrote in your e-mail. I have struggled with this topic for the past 12 years (literally since Colton was brought home from the hospital). I believe that I was too extreme with therapy and if I had it to do over again would have accepted Colton's disability more rather than trying to change it. I wanted so desperately for Colton to be as high functioning as possible and did not allow myself to put limits on the amount of money we spent or the stress it created in him or our family. Colton is 12 and very low functioning in terms of what a test would show. I am convinced that he knows a lot but is unable to get it out in test form. I do not know how he would have functioned had we not done ABA, chelation therapy, wf/gf diet, somonas sound therapy, hippo therapy, cranial osteopathy, B2 injections, secretin therapy, program from the Academy of Child Development and I could go on and on. I do think programs and therapies are helpful but my experience with Colton has taught me that so much is determined from genetics and things that are out of our control. Maybe many would disagree with me but that has been what we have experienced. Last year our church showed the movie, " Facing The Giants. " It is a Christian based movie that ended by the main characters prayers being answered. I was sobbing at the end of the movie (not typical for me) and praying to God that if he never answered another prayer for me for the rest of my life that I just wanted Colton to talk. I truly believe he has so much inside but cannot get it out. Well, we started AVB this summer and he now can say about 15 words and has sounds for about 5 more words. I am very thankful and believe that my prayers were answered. Colton can now repeat some words and sounds and will do so in order to get what he wants. AVB was the tool (therapy) I believe God used to get us there. Colton still however prefers to not use words and will do so only when directed by us to do so. This has just further reinforced to me that Colton is who is is and that I need to accept him and love him just the way he is. If words can make his life better that I want to give him a way to use them but if he is fine not using them than I guess that is o.k. too. It has taken me a long time to get to this point. I believe life it is so important to keep a healthy balance ( I did not) between therapies, play time, down time, our children's needs, or needs, or spouce's needs, etc. I hope this helps. Lori Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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