All That Is Positive: Book Review of Shadows on the Ceiling

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Continuing with CMT Awareness Week, today is a book review of " Shadows on the

Ceiling " – a memoir of Disability and Abuse by Wheeler

Book Review by Gretchen Glick *

For many children shadows on the ceiling created by the smiling man in the moon

or night lights mean comfort, protection, and safety. Wheeler, however,

was not so lucky. Not only was diagnosed with Charcot Marie Tooth

neuromuscular disease, but was there no or comfort, security or protection from

the " shadows " she saw. Family secrets were burdensome for this child, and

developed unspeakable responsibilities. Driven by an inner grace, forged

ahead, inspired by a strong will and a deep inner light.

In her memoir " Shadows on The Ceiling " , writes with clarity of resilience

against all odds in her life. Alcoholism, betrayals, physical disability and

sexual abuse at age eleven colored her world, in which a palate of " secrets "

were always kept. The greys, the browns, the blackest darkness and despair left

struggling in an adult world, while she was still so small.

This is a brilliantly written, unforgettable story of the life of a physically

disabled and abused child, determined to claim her own destiny against

impossible odds. The authenticity of reality is expressive as 's

outstanding narrative speaks about a life of shocking secrets that reflect a

compelling and deeply moving glimpse of the dark underbelly of our contemporary

human culture.

Moments of lightness pervaded her young life with her friend " Muggle " , but

knew that her favorite doll should not see the darkness coming and would hide

Muggle for his own protection. No one, absolutely no one, could protect .

She was left on her own to find a job to support herself before she was legally

able to work. With true grit and determination, rises to the challenge of

that first job and the others that follow with courage, grace and persistence to

protect herself, thus developing a deep inner reliance to move forward and honor

her feelings of despair.

Shadows on the Ceiling is a heart-rending, yet life-affirming story. And

Wheeler is a worthsmith of the highest regard, now living a vibrantly colored

palate of life.

Shadows on the Ceiling - A memoir of Disability and Abuse is available at

www.shadowsontheceiling.com

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author.