Thank you so much!!!!

[Guest guest]

Thank you for all your help.

Now 2 days after I have returned from the hospital, I feel better now.

It is now easy for me, to feel when my body is stressed. I have just kept on

going without listning to my body.

I took a day off yesterday, just relaxing and sleeping. The kids were so nice

and calm, and I felt so much more like " being me Marika " . Today it is Saturday

and the kids have been home from kindergarden and school. It has been a tough

day. I felt so good this morning, when I got out of my bed, for the first time

in a very long time, I slept all night long without feeling " sick " and I didn't

wake up at night.

But after few hours with the children doing things at the house, and without

taking a rest, my balance started to be affected again. I got dizzy, felt " lost

of my position " , and other symptomes.

I was so easy to see that my body have been stressed since December with

infections, children etc. Maybe I haven't realized how much CMT is affected to

stress.

From this day, there is no doubt about.......I HAVE TO LEARN TO READ THE SIGNALS

FROM MY BODY.....I wonder how many years it will take before I get to understand

the CMT. Have had this on off friendship with my invisible friend for 7 years,

known the name of my invisble friend for 3 years in May.

Just keep on wondering.........and wondering....and wondering.

Maybe some day I will understand how I will make it easy for my self.

Well, just some thougths from a tired body and from a mind going on thinking.

Some days I really enjoy being me...and some days I'm so angry at the CMT for

being in me......I don't think I ever will get really close friends.......to the

invisible friend...but maybe I will learn to accept my lifetime friend.

Have a good nights sleep out there......Here in Denmark it is now 23.03pm, the

kids sleep save and warm, my body sleeps....and maybe Marika hopefully will

sleep soon.

Marika, Denmark, 40y, CMT 1B