I Think He Took His First Shot Last Night

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Isn't this pathetic? I don't know what's going on.....I think he

took his first shot last night; he didn't tell me anything. I've been

up and down all night, he's been sleeping pretty good.

He's been sick with a bad cold for over a week, and I was wanting to

ask about him starting tx while he was still sick, but, I had to keep

my mouth shut.

How is the ribavirin taken? Would he have started that already? He

usually keeps his meds out on the desk, but I don't see that

anywhere. I was thinking about it yesterday, because he was in a very

bad mood all day, snapping at me for every little thing.

I don't know how to explain how I am feeling right now. I feel like

he's completely shut me out. I keep telling myself, if that's the

way he wants it, fine, he can handle it all on his own......but deep

in my heart I want to be here for him.

I don't know what to do, I am worried, confused, scared, angry.....I

thought he would at least tell me when he was planning to take his

first shot.

I keep praying about all of it. That's all I can do.

FEM