Re: Re: Hi All--Retraction of earlier post

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OK...... so after I wrote the other post I opened the letter from Calif. Pacific Medical Center thinking "OK now what". It was a survey...LOL. Not a good time so I put it away for now and decided to take a well deserved nap. While I lay in bed, I thought to myself how selfish it was for me to write what I had written. Bickering and whining over little stuff. And on top of that complaining about being stabilized. I should be thanking

all of you for being there for me and for everyone else when they need it. I figured out that 15 months ago when the Dr. told me to get my affairs in order and that I had approx. 6 months unless I got a transplant or a miracle happened, that I have spent all this time getting tested for this and that and going through TP evaluation and being denied, that all I have been doing is "being sick". Yes, it does not change the fact that I ache and retain water, have enceph etc,.... "I AM STABLE AND HAVE BEEN FOR 3 MONTHS NOW" I should be thanking my lucky stars ! No wonder the Psych that I am finally seeing said I have issues !! LOL LOL. UGH I hate this dragon and ESLD. Think positive about being well is my new motto!Anyways I am sorry for whining when I "know" that some of you are just having a hard time writing posts, and that some of you are going through hell with your treatments, and just waiting for the acceptance to be put on the list or on the list just waiting for a transplant.Anyways I just want to THANK ALL OF YOU for just being in this group and taking the time to post and to answer posts and be concerned for one another.Love you all !!!!!! 'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Subject: Re: Hi All-To: HepatitisCSupportGroupForDummies Date: Saturday, November 29, 2008, 8:53 AM

Its easier to write it than do it Dang if it was not for

training my service dog I think I would just lay in bed all day. So

very weak and so very tired. I need to get this monster dog who could

weigh up to 90 pounds trained! Right now she is a total wild beast