I WANT TO BE STRONG LIKE YOU

[Guest guest]

Im having panic at just the thought of leaving my house tomarrow and taking care of a tiny bit of business.

I dont know how in the world Im going to do tx.

You all have the courage of a lion, to be able to do it.

I am so proud and in awe of you all doing tx.

Myself, I just want to go hide.

The panic just wont let go.

And thats 'ON' my headmeds.

God help me without them.

I wish I wasnt alone.

I wish someone was holding my hand because Im not really afraid.

Its the panic, twisting my head until it hurts, and Ive got to go cover it with a pillow.

And wish it would all just go away.

I hope I can be strong like all of you.

love

don in kansas

[Guest guest]

hey Don. i don't panic when i go outside but i sure have to force

myself to do it. i am basically a shut in and enjoy the safety of my

own space but i still need food and cigarettes. i just plan on where i

need to go and what i need to get and i can usually zoom out and zoom

back to my computer and my movies.

hang in there, bud and enjoy some fresh air.

[Guest guest]

Don, can you call your therapist and ask them if they can go with you? It might help if you had someone to take you.. if not, all you can do is take a deep breath and go and do it anyway,,, you can do it,, I KNOW YOU CAN,,

jax

Subject: I WANT TO BE STRONG LIKE YOUTo: Hepatitis_C_Central Date: Monday, December 29, 2008, 8:07 PM

Im having panic at just the thought of leaving my house tomarrow and taking care of a tiny bit of business.

I dont know how in the world Im going to do tx.

You all have the courage of a lion, to be able to do it.

I am so proud and in awe of you all doing tx.

Myself, I just want to go hide.

The panic just wont let go.

And thats 'ON' my headmeds.

God help me without them.

I wish I wasnt alone.

I wish someone was holding my hand because Im not really afraid.

Its the panic, twisting my head until it hurts, and Ive got to go cover it with a pillow.

And wish it would all just go away.

I hope I can be strong like all of you.

love

don in kansas