Guest guest Posted July 7, 2006 Report Share Posted July 7, 2006 I've slipped into a horrible depression....newly diagonsed and hating my family for not only not understanding but not being available to me. I flipped out on my hubby last nite. he looked at me like I was someone he never knew. I actually wished I were dead. I still cant stand to be around him as he is annoying to me rather than supportive. This is something no one will comprehend. I am suicidal but do have anappointment with my psy next monday. Ill wait till then..Im tired, sad, and just want a suportive hug that will tell me Im worth being here and I wont hurt all the time. today I slept all day. I dreamed that the koreans finally got a missle aimed at new orleans ...my home....and I dreamed that I was getting calls from family...my mom..my kids...and I was pissed off...because now they needed me and they wanted me to be there for them. I wish someone would tell my kids to spend time with me now...because one way or another I may not be here tomorrow.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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