When nothing matters anymore

[Guest guest]

I feel stuck in a permanent funk. Everything seems meaningless and

boring. Not much excites me anymore. I want to get involved in things

but when you feel completely drained physically and mentally it's

pointless. My motivation is non-existent

I've been abusing pain killers to fill this void. A temporary state of

chemically inspired happiness is justified in this permanent nightmare.

I'm not depressed, I am just emotionally blunted. The pleasure center

of my brain is not working right. Everything is dull, and mediocre at

best. If my libido and erections came back tomorrow, would my life be

much better? Not really. I'd still be in this joyless, drained, state.

SSRI's truly are poison.

[Guest guest]

I feel EXACTLY like you do! I find that the non-sexual effects of this condition are even worse than the sexual ones. As I have said before, sex and sexuality are only one part of life. Some of the people who have this condition are "lucky", and it doesn't seem to effect their emotions and perceptions that much. They remain themselves, just with a possibly permanent sexual dysfunction. But in the case of you, I, and many others, the damage seems to be to the whole seritonergic system of our brains. SSRI's are poisons, and the drug companies should be brought to justice for crimes against humanity. I know that they sure raped mine!

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[Guest guest]

>

> I feel stuck in a permanent funk. Everything seems meaningless and

> boring. Not much excites me anymore. I want to get involved in things

> but when you feel completely drained physically and mentally it's

> pointless. My motivation is non-existent

>

> I've been abusing pain killers to fill this void. A temporary state of

> chemically inspired happiness is justified in this permanent

nightmare.

>

> I'm not depressed, I am just emotionally blunted. The pleasure center

> of my brain is not working right. Everything is dull, and mediocre at

> best. If my libido and erections came back tomorrow, would my life be

> much better? Not really. I'd still be in this joyless, drained, state.

> SSRI's truly are poison.

>

I feel the same way actually. All the time I'm like what the hell is

the point of all the stuff I'm doing? Yet for some reason I just

continue to do all sorts of activities. However, I definitley do not

get the pleasure out of the activities that I'm sure I would before

entering psychiatric care. But at this point my mind has been damaged

for so long that its nearly impossible to recall what " normal " ever

felt like.

[Guest guest]

I do believe that you will get better. Never give up hope. It is hell waiting,

but it can get better

--

http://naturalgal.wordpress.com/

A journey away from medication and into healthy eating

to stay sane.

Quoting zant808 :

>

> >

> > I feel stuck in a permanent funk. Everything seems meaningless

> and

> > boring. Not much excites me anymore. I want to get involved in

> things

> > but when you feel completely drained physically and mentally

> it's

> > pointless. My motivation is non-existent

> >

> > I've been abusing pain killers to fill this void. A temporary

> state of

> > chemically inspired happiness is justified in this permanent

> nightmare.

> >

> > I'm not depressed, I am just emotionally blunted. The pleasure

> center

> > of my brain is not working right. Everything is dull, and

> mediocre at

> > best. If my libido and erections came back tomorrow, would my

> life be

> > much better? Not really. I'd still be in this joyless, drained,

> state.

> > SSRI's truly are poison.

> >

>

> I feel the same way actually. All the time I'm like what the hell

> is

> the point of all the stuff I'm doing? Yet for some reason I just

> continue to do all sorts of activities. However, I definitley do

> not

> get the pleasure out of the activities that I'm sure I would before

>

> entering psychiatric care. But at this point my mind has been

> damaged

> for so long that its nearly impossible to recall what " normal " ever

>

> felt like.

>

>

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