almost healed with tianeptine (stablon)

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Dear all,

I started tianeptine on 2nd of january, and

my health improved gradually over 4 weeks. Now

I feel almost biologically healed:

-Normal emotions (before I had no emotions at all)

-Normal good skin sensitivity (before i was afraid to be touched).

-Gained command again over my body (can do some jogging again,

before I was not able do do and enjoy any effort). Before my

body felt that bad that i thought it was not mine anymore and

my doctor thought that I had schizophrenia

-I have much less depersonalization, but I still feel a bit strange

-I read again newspapers, books

-I have no more problems to control my urine(before I had a little

bit problems)

-can have some nice sex again, and getting an orgasm is nice again.

-have some libido (girls are more erotic than trees again)

-I can sleep again (before I sometimes slept only 2hours and

when taking Risperdal I slept very much)

-I am not that anxious anymore (no more free floating fear)

-my apetite is normal again

I hope my health will not deteriorate again

I don't know whether I had PSSD, a clinical depression or

schizophrenia, or some mixture of all these illnesses, but my

Illness started one week after I took seroxat (a ssri), almost

two years ago

I don't even know if most of the people here have the same

illness or if everyone is a different case, as I am one of

the only ones who improved with tianeptine.

Maybe psychology and god played also a big part in the improvement,

first my trust in god improved, then faith in myself came back,

then I did more resarch on the internet, and thought that

tianeptine fitted my symptoms best, and I calculated (sorry I was

a mathematician) that the probability that I had no schizophrenia

but that it was more clinical depression was one in five (probability

my doctor was wrong), and that tianeptine could cure that depression

given that i had a depression was one in five too, so the probability

to get " healed " by tianeptine was on in 25, thus I was quite lucky.

I was also lucky my doctor was very nice and said that i could try

tianeptine

Regards and thanks for all your support and help

Jean