Guest guest Posted March 24, 2008 Report Share Posted March 24, 2008 needless to say that living with clinical depression and PSSD on top of that is a very hard thing to do.. depression on its own can eat you alive..no case is alike.. some of us have it bad, I mean REAL BAD if you are like me then forget about vitamins, herbal supplements, yoga, exercise.. this stuff can only piss you off with its zero to mild effect!! (although I highly recommend it to all mild to moderate cases) then on the other hand, you might take pills that can make you fly for a few years.. until they stop working.. and you start dealing with the damage they have caused to your body.. PSSD.. feeling numb inside..plus lots more.. not knowing what to do..and doctors not believing you.. you start to 'gamble'..to experiment with yourself..and your life.. you go back on medication just enough to keep you alive.. you end the circle.. how do you get out of all this?! I haven't enjoyed much of life lately.. although I would say I'm quite social..I travel a lot..even met some beautiful women lately (but went only half way with them/ guess why,right?!) I didn't smile or laugh much for a while either.. I was even thinking i probably don't even know how to do it anymore.. 'till the most absurd thing made me laugh really hard while watching 'Bulgarian music idol 2' ..almost made me cry laughing.. I felt it won't hurt to share it with you! a good laugh is a good gift! and I want to give you one! I truly hope by what you are about to see you are not going to think that all Bulgarians are bunch of dummies (I'm originally from Bulgaria myself)..but you are going to see the shocking truly funny side of this! please watch the following links in order.. you will understand!! hope it makes you laugh as it made me..or at least smile Enjoy!! 1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo & feature=related 2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usvoaw1gAKA & feature=related Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 24, 2008 Report Share Posted March 24, 2008 Sakasa---what a great post! So real and down to earth---as I read this I felt you were speaking to me directly in the living room or something---nice writing style and so very honest. I know exactly how you feel about not smiling or laughing---I miss that. Thank you for writing this and allowing me not to feel so alone.sakasa wrote: needless to say that living with clinical depression and PSSD on top of that is a very hard thing to do.. depression on its own can eat you alive..no case is alike.. some of us have it bad, I mean REAL BAD if you are like me then forget about vitamins, herbal supplements, yoga, exercise.. this stuff can only piss you off with its zero to mild effect!! (although I highly recommend it to all mild to moderate cases) then on the other hand, you might take pills that can make you fly for a few years.. until they stop working.. and you start dealing with the damage they have caused to your body.. PSSD.. feeling numb inside..plus lots more.. not knowing what to do..and doctors not believing you.. you start to 'gamble'..to experiment with yourself..and your life.. you go back on medication just enough to keep you alive.. you end the circle.. how do you get out of all this?! I haven't enjoyed much of life lately.. although I would say I'm quite social..I travel a lot..even met some beautiful women lately (but went only half way with them/ guess why,right?!) I didn't smile or laugh much for a while either.. I was even thinking i probably don't even know how to do it anymore.. 'till the most absurd thing made me laugh really hard while watching 'Bulgarian music idol 2' ..almost made me cry laughing.. I felt it won't hurt to share it with you! a good laugh is a good gift! and I want to give you one! I truly hope by what you are about to see you are not going to think that all Bulgarians are bunch of dummies (I'm originally from Bulgaria myself)..but you are going to see the shocking truly funny side of this! please watch the following links in order.. you will understand!! hope it makes you laugh as it made me..or at least smile Enjoy!! 1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo & feature=related 2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usvoaw1gAKA & feature=related Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Yahoo! Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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