Guest guest Posted January 11, 2006 Report Share Posted January 11, 2006 hello again.. I hope someone can talk to me.. i hate whining also but having trouble coping. after all the surgeries over the yrs i was hoping for many without, but it just keeps going and im getting to tired mentally and physically to deal with everything. i told ya last week im scheduled for arm surgery the end of the month, now i cant even hardly eat. i know part of my med. problems included with the mixed connective disease is degenerative arthritis.10 yrs ago when i was 33 i was told my bone in my jaw had been wearing away and that i would prob be a candidate for jaw replacement?? well my jaw went with this major whole body flare ive been going thru for a month. got the bad news that there is nothing else they can do for me but some kind of surgery. It hurts so bad but here im having to go for my other surgery. As everyone tells me its just another page in the book of debbie, but they all think i get through it but sometimes i just want to give up cause now i know there is more ahead.i may show tough on the outside but im scared on the inside. i think this is the first time i actually really sat and cried.My daughter is in college and my other one doesnt live at home.. im seperated 5 yrs now. i do date but find when i start getting close to someone i back off cause of all my problems. havnt found one to even discuss it with. This seems to be the only place i can talk about it. I only work part time and its for a place that does know my limits in a way. I just want a big hug.. love and hugs to ya all... debbie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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