Thank You EVERYBODY!!

[Guest guest]

I first off want to say thank you, I apologize if I sounded suicidal last night, that was not my intention. What I meant to say that I truly feel that this disease or whatever from the implants feels like it is really killing me. I feel like I am on my deathbed tonight. I took a painkiller and I didn't even take any after my explant surgery. I was in so much pain, achy (really bad) and just hot and feverish. I just couldn't lay still I kept shaking uncontrollably. I feel a lot better at the moment but still really hot and nausea.

I got such an overwhelming response from the women in the group. (people I have never even seen post) I just want to truly thank everyone for all of your suggestions and encouragement. What a positive response and I just want to truly thank you again!!! Everyone!! You are my angels and if it weren't for this group I would not be alive today most likely. Everybody around me, friends and family just don't understand what I am feeling and don't realize how severe this problem is. I can only rely on this group for support because everyone else thinks it is in my head, that I am depressed, lazy, etc. I am not that type of person to sit around. This is an illness and people have to recognize it.

Again, thank you ladies for everything! I love each and everyone of you. I mean it, everyone of you. You have all been so kind and it really made a difference in my life and I hope to return the love and support back in your time of need. e, I hope you are doing well, I apologize for not being there for you right now, but I haven't forgotten you. I intend to get back to you and please let me know if you are planning to switch living arrangements because I plan on calling you again very shortly, maybe this weekend.

Love and prayers,

Angelika

Love,

Angelika