Help me if you can understand!!!!

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Hi guys,

Sorry long time no posting but you all know with modern life there is

no time for anything else but work.

I'm just having a strange problem here…….i think I'm getting used to

the pain. I can't really remember how I was feeling before having

RA?!!!!!! I don't know how to describe this but I think when you live

in pain for 6 months you forgot about being in good shape.

My problem is that when the doctor asks me if I'm feeling better I

don't know what to say??!!! Seriously guys I think I adopt my self

with the pain and I don't know in what scale I must feel that I'm

getting better????

Maybe because you're not allowed to show how tired you are in work or

around friends and family so you act like nothing is wrong with you.

My question is: Does any one of you feel any better with medication??

And by better I mean no pain at all (No stiffness, No fatigue, No

depression….)

I am now on Methotrexate (20 mg) and Celebrex.

Another thing I have noticed….i sometime feel confused or lost (for

example: I went to buy sandwiches and for seconds I felt like I don't

know where am I or what am I suppose to do now) or when I am talking

to people I take a lot of time to remember what I want to say or what

was the word I wanted to say or how to say what I want.

Please if any one experienced something like that, I would appreciate

it if you tell me what's going on.

Thanks Guys and Happy New Year,

Marwa