chewer and spitter... starting out Fullfilled

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Hi y'all,

Have finally dragged myself over to my comp to start a-posting on this group. i

found the podcast a couple of months ago, and am finally gonna give it 100%

(rather than the 90% that gave me a couple of good weeks, then a few good

moments among A LOT of binging... 100% means giving/finding support to/from

other people who are doing this and i don't want to bring anyone around here

into it any more than they already have been).

Anyone else just starting out on this? (i saw a couple of threads but they seem

to be a week old or so... anyone around?

quick summary of me: 10 years of chewing and spitting, putting on/dropping

weight, overexcersising to stay even somewhat normal-size, wasting hundreds of

thousands of dollars (i did the calculations) of money on food and some on

therapies and ridiculous amounts of time and money on it. Lost the respect and

trust of family (stealing others' food'll do that) and lost a lot a lot of

friends over it.

i'm about to turn 26, though and i am hugely scared of what my life will look

like if i don't change. (i have 'tried' everyday for at least 9 years - i guess

the first year it didn't occur to me to stop)

is there a way to format the message views so they are laid out by thread rather

than by post?