Guest guest Posted May 20, 2012 Report Share Posted May 20, 2012 WAY TO GO LORI!!! BFF Lori is so much cooler to hang out with than Rebellious Lori!!! She is going to make your journey soooooooooooooo much more fun, relaxing and enjoyable. Bravo for giving her the recognition she deserves! She is going to pay you back BIG TIME with lots of healthy love, guidance and support!! Hugs to you and your BFF!! : ) > So since I started to listen to 's podcasts I had this peak of > grazing the whole day long. I couldn't stop. It seemed to stay at > this peak for quite a while. Like as though a part of me was > screaming " Hey this is the real deal, the thing that can really help > you- and no way, I am not having any part of that. " Eat, eat, eat. > > I continue to listen because my higher self knows it is good and > right and it is my path to freedom from my compulsion (The Monster > as I like to call it). And all along I want to tell all of you- > Help, what the hay is going on with me! But I think I need to figure > this out. > > I keep listening and little by little over the past week or so, I > started to find little successes, like voices in my ear saying, okay > you're good now, no need to eat anymore and then I would stop. And > yesterday while listening to one of the selfishness podcasts, it > occurs to me that YES, I need to be my own cheerleader. I always > cheer for my friends and I think they are wonderful. And hello, Lori > (myself), I 'd like to introduce you to Lori (myself), she is your > new BFF. And it made me smile. And this is totally where I am > focusing my intention. I love you self and I am your new BFF. Lets > hang out! > > I could cry because I am so happy at this moment. > > I love all of your posts. I am so grateful for you all. Everything > you say, each and everyone of you, resonates with me in each of the > posts I read. Thank you for reaching out, thank you for responding > to others, thank you, thank you, thank you. (See - you have > to hang with us- we all need each other. By reaching out to us, you > are helping us). > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 20, 2012 Report Share Posted May 20, 2012 Lori I'm very happy for you.. I actually read your post right after a binge and it helped me adjust my mind set.. I was sitting there doing the self hatred thing.. Working out all the calculations and deciding how long I would have to not eat to make up for 'this one' this time.. Then I stopped and thought... I love myself exactly as I am in this minute.. I don't need to rush the weight release process. To me that is progress. I know I'm lying to myself when I say- its okay with me to be a bit overweight, but I'm actually starting to allow myself to love myself in the state I'm in.. Its slow but its happening.. Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile A funny thing happened to me... So since I started to listen to 's podcasts I had this peak of grazing the whole day long. I couldn't stop. It seemed to stay at this peak for quite a while. Like as though a part of me was screaming " Hey this is the real deal, the thing that can really help you- and no way, I am not having any part of that. " Eat, eat, eat. I continue to listen because my higher self knows it is good and right and it is my path to freedom from my compulsion (The Monster as I like to call it). And all along I want to tell all of you- Help, what the hay is going on with me! But I think I need to figure this out. I keep listening and little by little over the past week or so, I started to find little successes, like voices in my ear saying, okay you're good now, no need to eat anymore and then I would stop. And yesterday while listening to one of the selfishness podcasts, it occurs to me that YES, I need to be my own cheerleader. I always cheer for my friends and I think they are wonderful. And hello, Lori (myself), I 'd like to introduce you to Lori (myself), she is your new BFF. And it made me smile. And this is totally where I am focusing my intention. I love you self and I am your new BFF. Lets hang out! I could cry because I am so happy at this moment. I love all of your posts. I am so grateful for you all. Everything you say, each and everyone of you, resonates with me in each of the posts I read. Thank you for reaching out, thank you for responding to others, thank you, thank you, thank you. (See - you have to hang with us- we all need each other. By reaching out to us, you are helping us). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 22, 2012 Report Share Posted May 22, 2012 Dear Lori ! congratulations for your progress. I also had big binges after I started working with . For me too it was resistance and a lot of fear that came up. It is great that you continued listening despite your resistance. For me , when I " fail " (ie binge every evening anew) I have this urge to drop it all... Most of all - congratulations for finding such a wonderful, cheerful BFF! it is so great. when we start feeling so happy and loving to ourselves - weight loss is only a nice " side effect " isn't it?! > > Lori I'm very happy for you.. I actually read your post right after a binge and it helped me adjust my mind set.. I was sitting there doing the self hatred thing.. Working out all the calculations and deciding how long I would have to not eat to make up for 'this one' this time.. Then I stopped and thought... I love myself exactly as I am in this minute.. I don't need to rush the weight release process. > > To me that is progress. I know I'm lying to myself when I say- its okay with me to be a bit overweight, but I'm actually starting to allow myself to love myself in the state I'm in.. Its slow but its happening.. > > Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile > > A funny thing happened to me... > > So since I started to listen to 's podcasts I had this peak of grazing the whole day long. I couldn't stop. It seemed to stay at this peak for quite a while. Like as though a part of me was screaming " Hey this is the real deal, the thing that can really help you- and no way, I am not having any part of that. " Eat, eat, eat. > > I continue to listen because my higher self knows it is good and right and it is my path to freedom from my compulsion (The Monster as I like to call it). And all along I want to tell all of you- Help, what the hay is going on with me! But I think I need to figure this out. > > I keep listening and little by little over the past week or so, I started to find little successes, like voices in my ear saying, okay you're good now, no need to eat anymore and then I would stop. And yesterday while listening to one of the selfishness podcasts, it occurs to me that YES, I need to be my own cheerleader. I always cheer for my friends and I think they are wonderful. And hello, Lori (myself), I 'd like to introduce you to Lori (myself), she is your new BFF. And it made me smile. And this is totally where I am focusing my intention. I love you self and I am your new BFF. Lets hang out! > > I could cry because I am so happy at this moment. > > I love all of your posts. I am so grateful for you all. Everything you say, each and everyone of you, resonates with me in each of the posts I read. Thank you for reaching out, thank you for responding to others, thank you, thank you, thank you. (See - you have to hang with us- we all need each other. By reaching out to us, you are helping us). > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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