A funny thing happened to me...

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So since I started to listen to 's podcasts I had this peak of grazing the

whole day long. I couldn't stop. It seemed to stay at this peak for quite a

while. Like as though a part of me was screaming " Hey this is the real deal,

the thing that can really help you- and no way, I am not having any part of

that. " Eat, eat, eat.

I continue to listen because my higher self knows it is good and right and it is

my path to freedom from my compulsion (The Monster as I like to call it). And

all along I want to tell all of you- Help, what the hay is going on with me! But

I think I need to figure this out.

I keep listening and little by little over the past week or so, I started to

find little successes, like voices in my ear saying, okay you're good now, no

need to eat anymore and then I would stop. And yesterday while listening to one

of the selfishness podcasts, it occurs to me that YES, I need to be my own

cheerleader. I always cheer for my friends and I think they are wonderful. And

hello, Lori (myself), I 'd like to introduce you to Lori (myself), she is your

new BFF. And it made me smile. And this is totally where I am focusing my

intention. I love you self and I am your new BFF. Lets hang out!

I could cry because I am so happy at this moment.

I love all of your posts. I am so grateful for you all. Everything you say,

each and everyone of you, resonates with me in each of the posts I read. Thank

you for reaching out, thank you for responding to others, thank you, thank you,

thank you. (See - you have to hang with us- we all need each other. By

reaching out to us, you are helping us).