What Band?

[Guest guest]

I'm 2weeks banded (but no fill). I've been feeling more and more hungry

over the last few days, but it has been easily been squashed by a cup

of food - admittedly I'm already on chunky soft food.

I am sooooo pre-menstral and have been craving the usual red-meat,

chocolate and salt! Today I've been eating HEAPS. I polished off a bowl

of beef strog and rice (double what I " should " have). I also haven't

drunk much today.

Anyway I know i've eaten beyond sateity - that old compulsion has come

over me. I feel terrible emotionally (and admittedly a bit full

physically). I'm also scared that i've stretched my new stomach, but to

be honest i don't feel any different to before. I had a drink to help

it wash through just in case.

I'm so angry at myself.I knew this would happen to me sometime - the

psychological issues dictating the physical need - just didn't expect

it so soon. Now that I think about it I realise this is more than PMS -

my Dad called me this morning and gave me a hard time because I won't

let my son call his new (skankyho) wife " mama " (the name she uses for

grandma).So I guess thats what I'm really reacting to. It hasn't helped

that I've been stuck at home most of the day.

Sorry to down load, no one else to talk to tonight.

Christy :'(