Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

That sounds like a great kid you've got there. Hope you get your check

soon. I just went through that with my tenants paying their rent late

and it was hugely stressful and caused a lot of panic.

Sandrea

Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

My daughter arrived safe and sound. We went to the supermarket and by

the

time I was half way done well back is giving me major pain. Came home

and took

a muscle relaxor. Would you believe right now she is doing all of my

ironing.

I didn't even have to ask.

[Guest guest]

Blair,

You might want to look up a Doctor first on the " good doctor list " and find one

in your area that believes in CFS and then take it from there. That's what I

have more or less done. Once they run tests and the tests yield some

information, they send me to other specialists. I don't know...just a thought.

Good luck! I know it's frustrating.

Try not to worry about your daughter. I have noticed that with this illness,

worrying can be such a setback. It can literally put us in bed for days on end.

I am sure she understands that you are not well and I am sure that she would

rather just enjoy time with you watching movies and relaxing), rather than be

running around and wear you out. Then you will be no good for the visit in any

capacity.

I enjoy my mom's company even if we are just sitting around, having a cup of

tea, reminiscing, laughing, and chatting. I know that it is difficult to not

feel guilty. With CFS, we always feel like a burden and we feel like someone who

is " no Fun " anymore however, I guess that is where the serenity prayer comes

in. We just have to " Accept the things we can not change. " It's not our fault. I

also grew up on the concept that the " greatest gift you can give someone, is the

gift of your time. " My mom always taught me that. So on that note, just think

you are giving your daughter the gift to hang out and spend time with you. Life

is so short and that is way more precious than what any place or " running

around " has to offer.

Tina

[Guest guest]

Friday and still nothing. I am having a real panic attack. Just took xanax.

If anyone knows a lawyer who knows a lawyer in palm beach county Florida I

would truly appreciate any networking that can be done on my behalf. My prayers

are with all of you. This is just not a great way to live and having my

daughter here well was putting up a strong front but broke down this morning. I

feel so guilty you have no idea. Or maybe you do. I am so sorry that all of

you are so ill. I always said that if I ever won a lot of money that I would

start a foundation for people like us. That I would give money for those in

need for housing, assistance. That has been my promise to G-d. In case you are

wondering why I don't spell out the full name it is because I am Jewish and

that is how we are supposed to write it. To all of you who celebrate Passover I

wish you a good one. For all who celebrate Easter may it be a joyful one for

all of you. Thank you so much for listening to me. I need a lot of prayers.

I am scared that I am headed for a breakdown. I am terrified in fact.

Thankyou once again for having this group.

Blair

[Guest guest]

Is there Legal Aid where you are? Also anyone at all who could lend you some

$$$ to tide you over. The stress of all that would make anybody break down,

if there is any way at all to get that rent paid, sell your car, anything,

just do it. My heart goes out to you. Aylwin xox

_____

From: CFAlliance [mailto:CFAlliance ] On

Behalf Of zazufl8@...

Sent: Friday, March 30, 2007 9:25 AM

To: CFAlliance

Subject: Re: Spain: ME, CFS, FM Update

Friday and still nothing. I am having a real panic attack. Just took xanax.

If anyone knows a lawyer who knows a lawyer in palm beach county Florida I

would truly appreciate any networking that can be done on my behalf. My

prayers

are with all of you.

[Guest guest]

Blair,

I am so sorry you are having a bad time. My aunt is a counselor and she

told me that the next time I start having a panic attack to actually try to

have one. She said that it is impossible for you to make yourself have a

panic attack. Well, the idea just freaked me out, but I figured that a panic

attack is so horrible, how could trying to have one make it any worse so I

tried it. And...it worked! I couldn't do it and the feeling went away! I

hope this helps. I don't know anyone in FL, so I am of no help there. I hope

that things improve for you and that you are able to enjoy your Passover.

English

[Guest guest]

I'm new to this listing but could you possibly look for emergency aid

if needed? I don't know much about it but have had several friends

requiring emergency funds due to sudden illnesses. I do live in a

small town so it might make a difference.

Perhaps your local salvation army or such. I know social services

might be able to help too. Here (in Wyoming) they definitely help

with heating and such which is pretty important around here : )

You'll be in my prayers

> Friday and still nothing. I am having a real panic attack. Just

took xanax.

> If anyone knows a lawyer who knows a lawyer in palm beach county

Florida I

> would truly appreciate any networking that can be done on my

behalf. My

> prayers

> are with all of you.

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks but no really great help in the part of Florida I live in. Only when

there is a hurricane. If there was help I wouldn't be in a panic.

Blair