yesterday

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Yesterday my missy had of a two hour delay for school and we waited

for almost 25 minutes past her bus time to get her and it seemed like

it was not coming so I to just left of that corner areas with missy

waiting in my van, thinking will just take of her myself. was angery

to this because this happens enough times with the bus. the main

roads were not too bad but the side streets were still not the best.

so I to go to the end of my street and and wait for the light to turn

of green. It did but my wheels were of slipping some and could not

get of a good traction for a few seconds, finally I to get lose and

start to move out and to my left seens of movement and slammed my

breaks, a person was speeding right through the rid light and just

near missed of hitting me she was going at least 45-50 miles per hour

and then after she missed of me she then swerved all over the place

to keep from hitting others in her panic she was swerving of back and

forth and sliding so much so I to felt she would tip of her SUV over.

Had I to not been to get of stuck into that areas of ice and such she

would be to have hit me at that speed broad side and much likely of

killed me and hurt of badly my missy. so yesterday had of a much hard

day because of this fear of me crashing. yet it was of not my fault

because I to had of the green light. My missy was much upset to this

too and no longer wanted of to go to school but I to took of her

anyways. I to be to had to go find my confort food first though even

though been trying to avoid that food.

the diet things have been to lose of 2 inches and lost of around 5-7

pounds so hope to keep of it off and keep of working on the weight

and health of me. I to need to lose of 2 inches more and to lose of

15 or more pounds to reach of my goals.

well today is of my dr. amigo day and so hope this trip out will be

of better. My grand baby delaney is up saying " Hi nana " what you

doing? " so I to be of want to give of her some hugs and kisses and

give her of a valentines bear hug. she is of so funny and just smart

in areas of creative words and thinking. but she is of also with some

strong needs for same or having things in certain ways. Yesterday

Aimee and her husband went out to eat and took of delaney they called

of me during this time sharing how delaney was acting up. I to telled

her welcome to parenting and terrible twos LOL but anyways Delaney

kept having of the tantrums because she wanted her cup to be in a

very specific spot on the table and if her mom or dad moved of the

cup even slightly she melted down for it. she insisted the cup be

where she wanted of it and at times I to see these things as huge red

flags from my own behaviors as a child, but at the same Deleany is of

very advanced in her language pragmatics, and social relating and

referencing and things that do not reflect spectrum to me. but she

shadows it enough to cause of the red flags at times. if anythings

she might be of a very mild aspergers like presentations.

Sondra