words

[Guest guest]

for the most part I to not seek out clarity of words I to be of not

understand except of two places, list serves I to feel safe in and

within my therapist settings. such as in group the term hair plug was

of shared and I to lacked visualizing what a hair plug was because my

brain can see electrical plug, sink plugs, ear and nose plugs but not

understand how one can do of a hair plug. it was part of the game we

were of playing and so then it was shared it was of a hair treatment

for bald people.

one also in group a time back shared she was with friends hanging

out... and to me felt she did not finish her words and so was of

wondering what her and her friends were of hanging out? I to

visualized clothings and things of this but thinked it odd to hang

out clothes with friends and so that concept is of new to me. But in

public when among people who are of using words like these I to begin

to just tune out the words and let of the brain drift off to self

play within me. or I to visually stim and seek out patterns of

things.

then there is of the other side of me where I to lack knowing I to

not be of understood the words and do exactly as I to felt one

shared, to only find I to be to had of completely misunderstood of

the words to me.

About humor I to be of learning this and it is of not easy , I to

find self being of serious in words and then others will be of to

laugh and I to lack why they are of laughing to my words and yet I to

go back and rote memorize of my words and then find that each time I

to do those words in that fashions people laugh, so I to find this

scripted way of humor by accident. I to also think I to understand of

humor to be of opposites of what is of true and so for me learning

that part too. I to sometimes get of a humor when experessed by

another because can visualize of the words in a way that makes of me

have laughter to it.

Sondra