weather

[Guest guest]

does the cold and rain affect you in negative ways. does it cause of

you to have of more moods and pains and aches, I to get of more pains

and migraine like headaches and the joints will be to hurt but it also

affects of my moods and causes a strong sense of sad and will have of

tears over the little things and not understand as within me feel going

crazy at times because I to cycle so fast to this sad on those days.

Today we are having of much hard rains and it is of cold and now I to

see it has turned of the rain to snow. but for me had to be out in it

and this creates a build up of sad within me. It causes me to go so out

of sync and over time this out of sync builds to this strong state of

sad and causes of me to have tears which to others seem for no reasons.

Was to be to begin of my first day to learn of dance in private lessons

for me from my therapists daughter who has much long experiences in a

variety of dance since age of being very young. she teaches those on

the spectrum dance and so for me wanted to learn of it. I to be to want

to do this but all new causes me this intense feeling of anxiety and

makes of me even feel of sick until i to build of a safe and routine

within that new experiences for me. But I to be of misunderstood and

went out to the bad weather which is of not a common things for me to

do in rain, but went to force self to go past of my fears as a way to

conquer it. and yet happy that the lessons do not begin until next

week. but me forcing self in many ways was like a preparing time to

just go and be to get there and have of the reinforcment of being able

to leave and not do the rest yet. that is of a begin for me.

the one here with a book Ideas I to love of that ideas much so.

Sondra